wahahaha... so long never blog le... almost forgotten my pass le haha... haizx so many thing happen... starting couldn't get used to it but after sometime my heart seem to be able to calm down le.. so strange... about 1 week ago i went to bugis there... alone sia.. so lonely.. haha then went past a tattoo shop... suddenly have a idea to make a tattoo there.. y i choose tat place?? cos many memory flash back my mind and i got lot of memory there... haha... went in and directly ask for some words... woo... starting i nearly wet my pant haha... saw the needle so sharp.. sharp like hell sia... but when he start to draw on my arm... i feel so... hmm so call calm down alot.. cos the pain is taking away all my attention... haha... suddenly i only know the pain is having in my arm... not on my heart hahaha... but after some day she scolded me... scold me till very jia lard... but thank to her.. i suddenly awake... woot... finally heart dun feel so pain le... haha.. ok this story end... another story... haha ytd... went to play basketball with shui min and jeryl... something very very strange happen... suddenly my arm with tattoo de become very hot and pain... wtf... play till half way so pain... make my game like shit... luckily got jeryl in my team... he manage to scold 6 out of the 11 balls... i am saved.. after the game... went home and bath... later on my cousin jio me out to make me forget about all those pain i having now... we went to MOS... haha watch world cup with other... haha... i still wondering is it true my life is filled with tao hui de... went there... i thought i saw u man... really i saw the back view just like u... i went to call tat gal with your name... shouted keying so lot sia hahaahaha but when she turn around... omg i got the wrong person... haha.. after tat i went back to the sit with my cousin... haha her gf come join us for a drink... with her frenx... lol 17 years old only same like u.. haha then we chat lo... i told her these few week just break with a 3 yr relationship with my gf and feeling very down... then she ask how i get out of it.. haha i say i stupid enough to get a scold from u then i awake de... haha suddenly she spotted my tatttoo in my arm... haha she say i am so chi qin... in this age so hard to find le.. haha by tat time i already abit drunk haha... but still i am awake only my face red red only haha... when we finish our party in the MOS my cousin brought us home.. hui jia lo... haha in the car damm funny her frenx come and ask for my number.. haha i say i fat short and not very handsome de dun waste a space in her phone memory... haha she say nbm she now very interested to get me out of my lost world and create a new one with her... siao man.. just break can go for another relationship... sorry i not tat kind of person now... under the pressure of my cousin and cousin's gf i gotta give.. sad... haha this morning sms me at 10... siao... i ytd 6 then sleep where got so early wake up... haha wondering wth my charisma is... but too bad i am reeally deeply in love with her be4... wont so fast forget her de... i know she wont bother to read my blog de but still hope after o she will give me a chance to be her devil... last time always she is the one who fu chu alot alot... so if i got the chance again i hope she will let me be the one fu chu all my heart and soul just to help her get out of her problem now... i know she facing lots of problem so i dun expect her to come back to me... but i know when i finish o... i will find way to help her and her family de... i swear if she can give me one more chance after o... i will try or maybe never let her cry again le... she will only cry becos i done something xin fu thing to her and make her smile like angel... haizx but i know she wont bother to give me chance le... so just hope i can be her guardian angel... hmm i got a plan... if i got the change to stay in singapore... i will open a shop with her name... sell clothes... haha like this i will make her the designer... design for my shop only... hahaha... smart lehx... the money income she get 60% of it and i will get 40% hahaa... so she can help her dad in some way bahx... haha good plan... ok ok gotta go aus now le... sianz... going for a 3 days break... also to bring my mum and bro back to sing... haha go there to make my visa so i can study there if i need to de... bye bye... =)