Tuesday, May 29, 2007
ho ho ho. i am back to blog again. well this time i am back with different feeling.
broke up with sam. yup. due to some breakdown of communication and somethings i don' like about it.
although i know it's lame but i list some of the reasons down why i accept the break suggestion by her.
- she promise me she wont smoke but in the end still smoke. i told her i hate smoker and yet when her frenx get emo or wadever the reason is she will get depress for nothing and smoke. wad is this kind of reason? i given u many chance to change lo. come on i not that unreasonable but i really cant stand u keep giving me empty promise. well maybe it's my fault not to stop her but i did stop her. it's she wanna to learn from her frenx. wad can i do?
- well maybe i am timid as she use one of the most horrible face i seen before to stare at me. i totally freak out man. i shit on my pants man!!! dammit!!! but wadever the reaason is u shouldn't stare at me.i know human do have temper but i thought there's a thing call limit?
yup that's a few reasons.
okay now let's continue my next chapter of my life.
there's a gal name su yu. i know her on 12nd may'2007. well actually the 1st day we met we never had any conversation at all. so that's the end of it.
19th may' 2007. when i am having my archery training, thanks to my frenx jeremy, he wanna know su yu yet he ask me to talk to her '1st'? so i 'kapo' ask her wad's her name, course and wad class? in the end we so call a bit friendly to each other. lolx well this was the start of my 'special' journey. i saw the sun seems to be so bright and hot? so i tend to have the urge to sun tent? after that when su yu saw my white white sin colour, the 1st reaction from her was "wa so bai arhx? i call u bai zhan ji okay?" (wow, you're so white. can i call you white chicken?) hahaha since then she've been disturbing me about this "bai zhan ji" thing. hahaha many things happen.
hahaha well on 21st may' 2007. i was staying quite late at school for basketball training. yup. when the training was finish i saw her outside our school bus stop. then we had some very 'funny' conversation. before i alight i ask for her number cos i wanna help jeremy to get her number. yup since then i've been smsing with her non stop. talking crap and nonsense. find that she's a nice gal and outgoing gal. very friendly and cheerful. then on 23rd may' 2007, i start to miss her 'sms' it's like i will be waiting for her reply and lots of her jokes. then i found out i start to develop some good feeling for her. well maybe u guys thought i may be flirt but i'm trying my best to find a good gal and stay on as long as i can. cos i've been hurt by my ex alot. empty promise, lies, flirt and all sort of nonsense i went through before. i may not be very professional in this but i admit i do know wad a gal wan and need. this is wad i learn from my past failure relationship. so below there's a song i wanna type it for her. =)
If You Were Mine
If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you would be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want
ooh ooh yea
Everything I dream about
Everything I talk about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you..
Can't stand being far away
Knowin' that you don't feel the same way
Questioning bring tears to your eyes
If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you would be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want
ooh ooh yea
All the words
I sing about
All the letters
I'd write about
Only thing I wanna hear about
So that I get closer to you.
I know there's someone else
He is only thinking of himself
It doesn't make any sense for you to be lonely...
If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you would be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want
Let me be the one you share your hopes and dreams with
You'll never be alone again cuz I will hold you endlessly
Please don't be afraid to let your broken heart guide you
Into these open arms that long to surround you
Baby
if you were mine
I'd be your everything
You'd be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want
oooooh yeah
yup this is the song. =)
okay on 26th may'2007 we've been prank by her frenx by thanks to her frenx we can together offically. thanks God for this chance again. Sing Praise.
well till today we had lots of fun together. although sometimes she act like small little gal but i believe she's mature enough not to follow frenx bad point. she's very honest with me that she used to be a smoker but she already quit. now only when she was so call 'force' then she will ask me again do i allow her to smoke. hmm okay i respect her wish. yup. so here i am to rewrite some parts of the song for her =)
I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind
I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing
in my heart
I knew it right from the start
Oh my pretty pretty gal I love you
Like I..
Never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty gal of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty gal I need you
Oh my pretty pretty gal I do
Let me inside
Make me stay
Right beside you
I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometimes I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time
Oh my pretty pretty gal I love you
Like I..
Never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty gal of mine
Just tell me you love me too (tell me you love me too)
Oh my pretty pretty gal I need you
Oh my pretty pretty gal I do
Let me inside (let me inside)
Make me stay (make me stay)
Right beside you
[BRIDGE]
Oh pretty gal
Say you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty gal I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty gal of mine
Just tell me you love me too (tell me you love me too)
Oh my pretty pretty gal I need you
Oh my pretty pretty gal I do
Let me inside (let me inside)
Make me stay
Ooooo, right beside you
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
wahahaha.... finally i manage to blog lehx.... hahaha everyone must be feeling very strange... hahaha why??? cos finally LAZY alvin or Xiao ZHu ZHu blog!!! haha
okay 1st of all my story for this time shall be erm??? what should i blog? of cos about her la!!! haha
On 23rd April' 2007 9.28pm
hees, finally she accept me. haha well although we known each other for less than a month and we geting on this relationship but i don't feel it's a problem at all. As long as there's a trust in our relationship i believe we will be able to withstand lots of troubles? problems? or maybe some bees around her? Well i may not be her most handsome, cool, cute or maybe even caring stead she ever had. But i believe as time past by i will be able to show her although i may not be in one of these cos i'm difference from these things but still i will replace her BEST Guy she ever had. i admit i am not handsome but i am not that bad looking right? haha so i believe with my hard work, trust and faith i will let her experience a difference relationship with me. I've been through alot with since Sec 2. i learnt how to care, love, worried and even enjoy being with my loves one. Now other than my family and frenx in my mind, i will also have U in it. haha it's good to be in love with someone u love. Well there's something i know i have achieved after being together with her. She don't even like me when we first met. but now i believe i'm already in somewhere deep down of her heart.
Well school seem to be the same everyday!!! hahaha laugh laugh laugh all the way. From school start to school end i can all the way laugh. and wanna know why??? Becos of the 5 brothers i have in my class. hahaha they are more joker than me in 'some way' haha.esap my BOSS!!! he's a real damm joker man!!! hahaha with him around u won't be able to see i will sit still any of the lesson unless i'm sick or??? hahaha i love this CLASS LD man!!! haha another guy i must mention, JUN Xing hahaha he's really a freak? a freak in some sense that he always make a fool of himself in public! haha i can't stand him man!!! oh ya i remember, i asked about erm 6 girls in my class if... wad if one day, something really damm wierd happen in our earth and all the guys in this earth including me are all dead. LEFT Derrick aka XIAO PANG(Rolling On The Floor Laughing) and JUN XING, who will they choose. well the answer quite obvious la, of cos our XIAO PANG but one gal say she rather die or be a nun!!! OH mY!!! haha come on give our XIAO PANG a chance!!! hahaha okay sorry XIAO PANG. haha
okay why am i still blogging??? cos i'm free ma!!! haha and somemore i've been sleeping the whole day man!!! SORRY DarDar *72626842* never accompany u today! SORRY i am still so LAZY!!! sorry i try to change =). haha now i'm uploading FREAKING lots of song into my lappie!!! haha okay blog til here bahx..
I'LL BE BACK =) hahaha!!!
XiAo ZhU ZhU
