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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

alright, i am back to blogging again.
today, gonna be a short post, so reader, don't sleep.
sorry for being so short post today.

1st of all, i hate my manager, wasted my time and energy.
he requested me to submit a report to him regarding about the current problems facing in warehouse #3.
when i enter his office this morning, the 1st thing he asked me,
"hi, alvin, have a seat. so wad u have for me this morning?"
obviously i submit the report to him, and guys, it's 6 pages long.
yes 6 pages long.
didn't even take a look for 5 sec, he say "i thought i told u i wan a soft copy?"
'no sir, u didn't say u wan a soft copy. u told me to write it out.'
"no alvin, u got it wrong, i wan a soft copy."
'but sir, it took me more than 4 hrs to complete this hard copy. in order to rush this report, i slept at 5 am this morning.'
"it's okay, u can type it out again, we are in a high tech company, couldn't possible still using hard copy."
'alright then, i shall get it done by next monday.'
after he say finish, he crush the paper in front of me.
i was like WTF, it took me such a great pain to produce that report, yet u can so easily crush it.
damnit. i feel like killing u on the spot.
curse u.

today my supervisor wasn't here so i was slacking all the way from 10 to 6pm. nothing to do actually.
thanks to elin and cheryl(bread pig) for accompany me smsing and chatting.
if not, i doubt i can survived.
well due to too slack in the air conditional warehouse, i've got nothing to do so i start to play with pen knife.
in the end, i got a cut on my finger. and this is not the worst case.
when i was doing stock taking, i didn't notice the sharp pointed edge behind my back.
so i happily stand up and got a big cut on my back. i was wearing a black shirt so it's not visible.
it's so hot now, my back feeling so hot. lolx



u're not worth her love anyway.

1:22 am

Sunday, April 27, 2008

DIANE(:
wahahaha, well trust me, even if u tell your mum, who do u think she will side? it's so obvious, u've lose half of the battle. wahahaha. i know my ass is nice. that's why u always kick and touch my butt. *iamsoshy* lol
yeah, let us shoot JJ together, ask him to pay us $400 to help him get SU DA BAO's watermelon. lol. yup, i've already leave name and contact number. when there's new stock. will give me a call. =).

WM
oh okay sure. no problem. u're welcome man. that's wad friends are for. =). if bored come tag my blog often. i can entertain. =). hopefully SU DA BAO not here. if not. DIE! lol

JJ
WAH, u really bo xin. of cos u can tell me don't scare, the one she's gonna kill is me. lol. not u.
u got bread can le. when she chop u into half, u can use floor to repair your body. but not mine.
i can't. lol. well maybe u ask her 1st, if she say yes she don't mind. wahahahah. i got more than 50 photos of her unglam photos. well if u wan SU DA BAO one i also have. but for u special price. 1 photo for $10. selling cheap cheap, and it's selling fast. lol

3:56 am







alright, today i shall update my poor little blog diary. lol.
1st photo
yup as u can see, it's a W960i. one of the lastest by this date 27/04/08.
why do i upload this photo? well it's simple,
i am changing phone soon =). well it's a nice phone. serious, the function not really tat bad, i can say it's great to have this phone.
but one of the problem is, u must TAKE GOOD CARE of it.
this phone can't be droped too many time. if not, tat's it. GONE CASE.
well i bought 2 from wisma atria.
one is for myself, another, it's for someone special.
well, u guys can guess all u wan, but i'm not going to say it out who it is.
so obviously, it's for someone who is a human. =).
why? 1st of all, i owned someone a phone. 2nd, it's a lifetime promise. 3rd, someone's phone was spoiled because of me. lol.
that someone will always be special in my heart. even if one day, i disappear from someone life, still, he/she's always that special in my heart.
well not trying to mean i am not finding any other gf now, i am waiting for people to apply to be my gf. lol. just kidding.
i need to time to walk out of the darkness and stand up again.
2nd and 3rd photos
yup, it's some drinks from SWENSENS!!! it's my erm, 2nd time there in my life time. yup. alright i know, i am just a frog in the old well. haha.
well the drink i drank was damn special. it's call sweet as berries. all i can say, it's damn sweet. it's not advise to drink often. =).
4th and 5th photos
yes, went to pizza hut for dinner, with wanlin/diane. after that we went for a movie. 'untraceable' alright this movie, not recommend. sucks to the core. no starting, no storyline and no ending. it's serious. damn bored. it's a waste of money too.
well from the 5th photo as u can see, this is wad u will get when u're having attrachment and having to work at the same time after your attachment. ='(. well it's my life now. all i can, enjoy it. =). it's great to have nice boss, supervisor and staff there. they're all very nice and take good care of me. alright monday, i got to submit a report to the manager, it's not tat difficult actually. wahhahaha.
ME
after so many things and event/incident happeneed. i am not the same old alvin u guys known.
(in some ways)
i've lost all my confident, smiles, happiness, jokes and i am having super low self-esteen now,
in chinese i am 'zi bei' right now. i need time to stand up once again.
after all, i am still the same old silly guy, (yes, elin, the same old silly alvin) who used to believe in love is everything.
for the sake of love and her, she will be my everything and i hope i will be her only thing.
well my next gf, i am sorry to say, u will need extra 150% more to make me trust and believe in r/s and love again.
thanks for all the effort u've shown me. i can see it. yes, i can feel it too.
thanks for everything. i'm on the way standing up again. trying my best to believe in love again.
i'm sorry if u feel i am trying to distance myself away but maybe it's wad a normal human reaction will have. been trying hard to overcome it. sorry.
it's not easy to walk out of it.
do u think u will be able to be there for me once again?
do u think u can hold on to it?
if, u're feeling very tired or feel like giving it up, let me know alright?
i will, by all means, slowly walk out and disappear from your life.
EVERYONE
am i really a good bf?
or am i just a fake gentleman(wei jun zi)? (one guy who likes to uses death to seek attention 'shoot'/say about what i am.)
it's up to u guys to think which one i am. =)
NOW
i saw a gal drooling on her pillow. she's not even bath yet and fall asleep.
alright, her photo will be up asap. hope i will still be alive to post it out, =)

3:06 am

Monday, April 21, 2008

alright, today,
my 1st day of attachment.
alot of funny thing happen.
the manager was so damn late to interview me.
in the end, the big boss, came and interview me.

seriously, i hate my CA. he's suck to the core.
come on, i am living in bedok area, which is so bloody near to our school and changi.
instead of posting me to there for attachment, post me to somewhere near HARBOUR FRONT
for attachment.
it's like wad the FU**.
dammit.

well the people in the company,
consider good people bah,
lol,
well need some time to observe them.
seriously i don't like to stay in the office for too long,
it's all female staff.
i am the only male staff.
i rather work in the warehouse.

learn alot today.
i must be careful with those expensive stuff.
lol.

around 6.12pm waiting for bus 30.
in the end, 6.44pm the bus then arrived.
in the end, 8 plus then i reach home. i am so tired. lol
=)


i've been missing someone so dearly,
who's the one?
been thinking of her every now and then.
i am not sure will she miss me too?
maybe not,
she's busy with her school stuff.
i wish to be in love.
yes, it's the fact.
will there be a chance for us to be together?
i wan her to be mine forever, i am selfish through.
will she have the same thinking as mine?


Hiding form the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go,
Looking at a crowded street,
Listening to my own heartbeat...

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl...

Take me to your heart,
take me to your soul,
Give me your hand before I give up,
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue,
Show me that wonders can be true,
They say nothing last forever,
We're only here for months,
Love is now or never,
Bring me far away...

Take me to your heart,
take me to your soul,
Give me your hand and hold me,
Show me what true love is - be my guiding star,
It's easy - take me to your heart...

WM
wow, out of sudden how come u play maple less le?
i thought u everyday will maple one?
oh ya, i've link u through. =).

Anabelle H
hello!
well, i do plan of getting married then own a house of our own.
alright, since u're my junior, i will let u be my property agent when i wan to buy a house.
=)
well it must becos of me, that's why u improve so much.
thanks to my TTS power right?
keep it up, there's JAN'09 intake so i hope to see a better ANABELLE H.
=)

ELINKWAN
u? ask u come and join my group don't wan.
in the end, wahahahaha, special show for u.
one man show.
hahaha.
alright la. elin did entertain me on that day. but she's the same as anabelle they all.
keep on make fun of my name. TTS!!!
CALL ME ALVIN better.
lolx.
take care =)

JJ
HELLO! MR BREAD PIG!!!
haha. i'm sorry can't upload now. i will get myself killed.
she's standing by and waiting for this excuse to kill me off.
well if next time she bully me again, i will upload.
i got lots of her unglam photos. don't worry. =)

DIANE(:
come my blog start to scold already.
haha. alright la, won't post la.
i still wan to be in love again,
if now, u kill me,
i won't have the feeling of love again.
lol.
but guys, stay tune, if she bully me, i will post the unglam photo out.
=x.
how's your studies today?

9:02 pm

Sunday, April 20, 2008

alright, back to blogging again.
=)
i had one of the best week in my life.

well, the orientation went throughout 'smoothly' i guess.
well my 2 blur blur junior, anabelle & margaret.
they've done a very good job.
1st day of orientation, both blur sotong.
anabelle love to ask me this question "so how nnow?"
margaret love to ask me "huh? i scare, u tell them pls."

alright, i admit, i do, scared on my 1st day of taking a class for orientation.
but i am glad, lin, was there to help me on that day.
so i helped my 2 very blur junior all the way on the 1st day.

2nd day, lin was back for the orientation.
well was thinking wad magic she had casted on them,
they actually not tat shy and they're more active in the orientation,
anabelle stop asking me "so how now" and margaret stop asking me "i am scare."
well it's good to see u gals shown me u've improve in just one day time.
keep it up.

alright, here to say sorry to su da bao and bread pig.
hahaha, thanks for entertaining me on the 1st day.
thanks for being my prey of making fun of.
i know u gals enjoy alot of my nonsense.
well u know, no one there to control me so there for of cos, i will go riot over it.
susu keep on thinking there's really a bao in this world call su da bao.
LMAO.
then cheryl thanks for being the bread pig. it's good to make fun of u, kenneth and JJ.
2 male bread pigs and 1 female bread pig.

after tat went to bugis with lin to shop?
well alot of things happen.
glad that we had very meaningful talk on tat day.
don't need to thanks me =).
hope u enjoy yourself.

ytd went for lin's grandma funeral.
took one unglam photo of her.
she's just like the shop "xiao er"
"xiao er, i want some more tea quick"
haha

alright, well, from the funeral, can see tat,
her grandma was a very nice person.
alot of people talking about how good she is and how carnig she is.
she can always rem stranger name.
seriously, her grandma were having lots of illness.
well i know i shouldn't say these but,
it's good that she past away.
heard from lin, she suffer alot.

well, sometimes think about it. why do good people will always die before bad guys.
maybe heaven was jealous of it so that it can bring her soul up to heaven and
enjoy her life.
during this whole funeral, think about and learn alot of things.
i've learn alot. thanks to lin's grandma.
it's not how u died to let people know how great are u.
it's the way u live your life. lin's grandma shows me,
i got to treasure many things in my life.
i wan to live my life in my way.
when everything's gone, it's too late to regret.
treasure everything before it's gone.
when my dad's dad passed away, i cried like hell.
why?
cos i know i didn't done my part as a good grandson.
when my mum's dad passed away,
i didn't shed a tears.
i know i've done my part to be a good grandson.
during the last few years of his life,
i care, concern, love and done everything i could to treasure the time.
sometimes, a elderly need are care, concern and love.
but many people, just can't give.
they just don't care,
only when they know they lost someone so important to them,
they start to regret.
so friends out there, treasur your loves one before it's too late.


to my friend's friend
seriously, i am disappointed. your reaction and your action doesn't prove much to me.
thought tat u will have some change in your way of doing things.
instead, u let a dog suffer just for your sake of stupidness!
alright i know, it's funny to mention a dog here but it's the fact.
it's time to be mature. no use crying over spill milk.
althought 18 to a guy seems nothing, but it's the changing period of your life.
from 18 to 21, it's the time to be mature, learn how to handle thing.
i'm regret saying so much thing to u.
teaching u how to take care of the one u love.
telling u wad she love and wad she dislike.
in the end. it's the same.
think for the future, don't think about now.
plan well. know wad's the consequences of doing certain things.
the respond i got from u, make me think twice.


to my friend,
thanks for accompanying me this whole week.
i had such a great week.
this feeling is so great.
a feeling tat's lost and when the feeling back again,
u let me know how much i lost during this period of time.
this feeling will forever be inside my heart.

there's a song for u. =)
it's wad i mean and wad i have for u =).


Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're tellin me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say -- try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough -- if we learn to trust

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye.


that's all for today post. next post will upload lin's unglam photos.
so stay tune. =)

3:53 pm

Saturday, April 12, 2008

i wish to be in love again.

i want to be in love again. =)

waiting for my love to come again. =)

1:27 am

Thursday, April 03, 2008

haizx, i was thinking, why heaven was so unfair to me.
why?

at work,
always been bullied by customer.
i'm glad that the staff there are not as bad as i thought.
today, 2th april,
it's the 1st time i cried for work.
i have so many things to comlpain.
dear, where are you?
i realyl got so many thing to say.
so many unfair treatment.
dear dear, where are you?

in r/s, worse!!!
once again, it's back to square 1 feeling.
wadever i done, will always spoil your day.
sorry for so many thing.
take good care alright?

in studies.
i failed myself badly.
i didn't get the gpa i wanted.
i let down myself totally.

i'm so disappointed with myself.

heaven, God,
why?
why?
did i really done so many thing wrong in my past life?
why must u keep on punish me in so many way?
whether it's physical or mentally.
my brain, mind, heart been tore apart.
i've got a big cut on my finger thanks to my job.
why?


i will MIA for few day.
dear, do take care of yourself. =)
maybe u won't come and read anyway. =)
thanks for all the love.
i'm so glad. u're my true love.
thanks.
don't fall sick.


i'm so sick and tired of the world!

12:05 am





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