baby,
here i am to answer every doubt of yours. =)

well as u know, i am not very good with my words so i tend to keep most of the things in my mind. most of the time when i start to express myself u will get hurt in the end. i don't know why. i am seriously sorry about it.

i'm just a very 'innocent' and 'simple minded' guy, don't worry too much okay? i will try my best to open up myself to u. thanks for being there for me whenever i need u. =)

u had done your best, now leave the rest all up to me. i will try my very best to express in more tactical way to tell u how i feel. =) i am not troubled, just tat i am very stress with many thing. school work, family matter and lots more. but don't worry, i will open up to u from now on.

do u know something? u can always feel free to hug me and hold me tight too. =p
in my heart, i always know u will be there for me and stay beside me no matter wad.
yup from now on, we will share each other burden and solve everything together.
no matter wad, baby and bei will always be together de. =D

baby, just wan u to remember that i will always be there for u too. when u are feeling lonely or vexed i will let u vent out all your anger on me if u wan. cause u know why?

i am your BEI and after 19th oct ' 2007 i will be your bf le so i will always be there to comfort u de. =D

and remember u're not a burden to me.
you are my everything, nothing your love won't bring.
my life is yours alone, the only love I've ever known.
your love will pulls me through when nothing else will do.
that you will always be my everything.

you've opened up my heart to feel a kind of love that's truly real, a guiding light that'll never fade. there's not a thing in life that i would ever trade for the love you give it, i won't let go and I hope you'll always know.

now here's a song for u =) hope u like it. it's my feeling toward u.

不用一首歌的时间
我就爱上你
音乐没停止 思念就开始
如果爱情是个游戏我愿输给你
想不到 等待是个孤独的玩意

我爱你 我爱你
不过是 三个字
简单地 认真地
吓坏了 我自己
没问你 就爱你
我不是 最好的
对不起 请你准我高攀了你

看着你 我竟然看不起自己
遇见你 竟没有离开的权利
有了你 之前的爱只是练习
为了准备更好对你

我爱你 我爱你
不过是 三个字
简单地 认真地
吓坏了 我自己
没问你 就爱你
我不是 最好的
对不起 请你准我高攀了你

两个人抱在一起究竟需要多少力气
上帝都不明白
我哪里来的勇气

我爱你 我爱你
不过是 三个字
简单地 认真地
吓坏了 我自己
没问你 就爱你
我不是 最好的
对不起 请你准我高攀了你

wahahaha i am back to blog again... this time round, i will post one very meaningful post for one fuck-faced guy!!! wahahaha.

well he's from my current school, from business school de. well he's not a gentleman at all, treat gf like shit, took gf for granted at most of the times. looks like he just can't learn any lesson at all, why? not because he's dumb or stupid, not because he's weak or ugly, BUT just because he's a LOSER in love life!!! I am so bloody sure of it! why??? let me list out some of his 'foolishness'

1st- when he's still with his ex, he just took her for granted, when he's happy then he just give a call to her and ask her to accompany him. come on wad do u think she is??? your maid? your MARIA? SHE'S your GIRLFRIEND man (at that point of time)!!!!! when she can't make it for the meeting or date, he will give a fuck face. why? as i said, he has a fuck-faced so too bad(i don't feel sorry about it)!!!

2nd- he like to force her ex to do something she doesn't like to do!! come on, why do u need to force your ex? i guess u must be a real failure in life man!!! failure than me!!! again too bad i don't give a damn!!!

3rd- after they break-up, he keep on have the fucking thinking of she's the one who's at fault at 1st and cause the break up. well if he's mature or gentleman enough, he will know that a break up must be both party at fault which eventually causes the break up to happen and who's the one making most fault or mistakes. Most of her friend, agree he's the one who's at most fault!!!

4th- after the break up, he keep on find fault with his ex. WHAT FOR??? all i can say, actually her ex still have some feeling for him then but it's his fucking mind or fucking attitude blow away the chances. i don't feel sorry for him. seriously i don't even think he deserve her to love him in the 1st place.
he's not the boyfriend material.

5th- well i am sure he doesn't have any more hope to woo or win his ex heart/love back. cause know why??? i am very sure the girl living in happiness and enjoying her life with the one she love. welll of cos it's not him. why? as i say again FUCK-FACED!!! no chance pinning against the GUY now!!! too bad.

and last but not least, if FUCK-FACED not happy with the guy, talk to him, don't say things behind their back. no guts is it? or wad? jealous? oh please don't jealous, FUCK-FACED don't deserve the chance to be jealous about it. and if anything happen to the guy, i don't think he can get away with it. the guy will make sure he will get wad he deserve and he will pay FUCK-FACED DOUBLE!!! get this clear once and for all.

*oh ya, xue ying jie jie, if u happen to read this blog now, don't tell kor about all these okay? i don't want him to get back into jail again! u guys having so many problem le, don't add another one more.'

thanks for your care too. send my regard to kor too!!!