okay okay, after so many 'request' from them to update about it so i will update bahx.

22nd of june 2007.

well it's our class LD BBQ day. haha thanks to those who came over and help me out with all the stuffs. thanks alot. give a big cheer to yourself guys. okay this BBQ didn't turn out the way i wan it to be. but let's take it as a warm up for the SEP holiday. i believe the next BBQ will be a successful one. this is wad i always believe. cheers........

okay after that jordan suyu and i went to pub with lao da(seng hong). okay this is the freaking part where everyone been waiting for.

I AM DRUNK!!! drunk like a freaking shit. i can only remember suddenly i felt very hot and sleepy. then when i sit outside the pub, i can't remember anything. the next morning when i woke up, i saw i am left with my basketball short without my shirt. the 1st thing i thought, did someone rape me??? then i check my wallet, i am short of $40. i thought that gal after rapping me she went off. damn... in the end... hahahhaah long long story. well jordan and suyu been complaining since.... wwhy??? i been talking freaking lots of nonsense when i am drunk. haha

thanks derek and jordan for carrying me back home. thanks emily for watching free show. well last but not least. thanks suyu for accompanying me all the way.



okay 26th june 2007,

well it's our 1 month anniversary but everything didn't go according to plan. well my plan was... about 2 plus i am going to bring her to wild wild wet and enjoy ourselves. (hey guys, stop thinking on the dirty part). around 5 plus we will be going for a moive. surf up. it's a nice show. =). then about 8 plus, wanna treat her at sakura buffet. hope she can eat all she can. about 10 plus, maybe east coast park will be a nice spot for couple. i prepare some special firework for her. hope she will like it. after that pass her the present i been preparing for the past 2 weeks. 1 special cup with 999 small heart in the cup with special colour sand with it. inside the cup, there will be a special present which will belong to her only. after that it will be about 2 plus. it's time for her back to rest. ( all the tickets and reservation has been made)

in the end................ IT'S ALL SCREW UP!!!

well i don't really blame her or wad. cos i been secretly planing these programmes for the past 2 weeks. so she wont know anything. but it turn our that God doesn't approve this special day to happen.
1st- suddenly she went for the interview of my previous job on 25th.... then the lady request her to attend the training on the next day. damn, it start to screw everything up.

2nd- she's going to her aunty house and take sleeping bag and some other stuff for the YMCA camp happening on this coming thurday.

so everything screwed up. well if she treasure this 1 month anniversary, she will try her best not to arrange anything on the 26th. for this 1 month anniversary, i delay my driving theory and reject my God mum for her birthday party.

because of this we had some disagreement and quarrel for it. i'm sorry suyu, i am a useless bf. i can't be the guy u wan. but no one will ever know how much effort and how much time i put into all these things. no one will know. i don't care about how much money i spent on all these. but..... well it's gone, forever. there will be no more 1st month anniversary with her.
it's not i petty or wad, just that.... haizx forget it.

hope all our problems will be settle. i can't take the pain anymore.....................

okay wad should i update? hmmm okay since joey(xiaomei) wan me to update then i will update about the IMM trip. haha we're there to support my xiaodi(ERIC) haha he's the ge shen??? well he sings very well but it seems that on that day itself, he not the usual eric i know. well maybe nervous bahx. okay after that we went to meet jordan and play pool. haha it's damn expensive!!! $23.60!!! for 2 hours only! shit man!!!

thanks joey, alex, jordan, eric and suyu for this saturday trip. it's nice to have you guys there. we must go out more often. yeah.

okay well, i am feeling very down and disappointed now. it seems like my RETRIBUTION is finally here. i don't wanna talk too much about it. i've been 'crying' for the past few day....

here's a song very meaningful.


《我会好好过》
你的爱很　像泡沫
太轻或太重
都不在手中
我的爱就像　天空
太放或太收
你都只是风
你来过　却爱上自由
你出走　我不问理由

我会好好过
等你再爱我
总有个角落会
让你想起我

我会好好过
等你再爱我
向右或向左
都有我站在这里守候

你的爱很　像泡沫
太轻或太重
都不在手中
我的爱就像　天空
太放或太收
你都只是风
你来过　却爱上自由
你出走　我不问理由

我会好好过
等你再爱我
总有个角落
会让你想起我

我会好好过
等你再爱我
向右或向左
都有我站在这里守候
你留下很多
够我面对寂寞
寂寞不重
重是爱太多

我会好好过
当你回头
看到的一定　是我

我会好好过
等你再爱我
总有个角落
会让你想起我

我会好好过
等你再爱我
向右或向左
都有我站在这里守候

COPYRIGHT!!!('FREAKING'??? why did u use this word? lolx no more words for u to use?? LMAO, ROFL!

okay forget about it, it's useless to talk sense with immature. yup. that's all for now!

LOL = LAUGH OUT LOUD
LMAO = LAUGH MY ASS OFF
ROFL = ROLLING ON THE FLOOR LAUGHING.

well ytd baobei stay at my house till 1 am plus! this is the 1st time she's so tired! so i am kind enough to let her sleep peacefully on my bed! she spend the whole day with me and 6pm she still need to attend her cca tennis. i'm so sorry to make u so freaking tired! but i'm sure we do have lots of fun ytd!! haha!

okay it's offically set! jordan, suyu, elin, their frenx da jie? and me, tee ting song alvin, we are in the bridge leader. i guess i will be the only shy and quiet bridge leader ever since this caa was open or form. haha still don't get the idea why my CA choose me?? well okay since it's set so i guess i need to get the job done. but i love to get the crowd going. haha. yup.

hmmm okay here's a song for baobei. it's from plus one, here in my heart.

there's nothing for me to write about for u. u're hopeless!!! okay stop the game before i become a non-gentleman!!! i've been kind to u! so STOP pushing your luck around!

wahahhahaha. 19 days more. i can't wait for the day to come.

well, hmmm today we had a 'heart to heart' conversation. it's like so unbelieveable to me!!! well dear dear, all i can say there's nothing for u to be afraid. i'm not so easily or over jealous type. trust me. i had faith and trust in you ever since we're together. thanks for the sms'es, i believe i can be better than him and treat u 1000 times better. well as u know i respect gals and hold u deep into my heart. i will treasure this love and chance u given to me. okay here's a song for you.

ONLY FOR YOU! SuYu(dear dear)

well well well. answer time AGAIN!!!

for your information, i don't think i care about wad u have been doing or wad so ever! WHY am i being so heartless??? THANKS to YOU! for letting me to taste how people can back stab you when u treat them nice!

i won't ask for God to give me a chance and wish everything never happen! WHY?

cos i will only Thanks God for giving me a chance to know wad kind of person u're! this hard time u can't blame anyone but yourself! IF u can change your ATTITUDE and THINKING NOW, i will be glad that at least u're not hopeless!

FOR YOUR NEXT INFORMATION, i didn't mention to anyone about this back stab thing! i only wrote it in my blog. Blog is just a personal diary to me. i can write whatever i am thinking and wad i wanna write! so this is not call CHILDISH! HOPE YOU CAN GET THE FACT RIGHT!
well many people have read about it and know wad's going on. DO u know wad answer i got from them? i'm not trying to say i am not in any wrong but the one who stir up all these SHIT wasn't me yet u can still type write or whatever as if You're not in any fault! STOP PUSHING THE BLAME!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!!! PLS read more ENGLISH newspaper at least! there's no such phrase such as "I'm stating that facts !!!!" it should be "I'm stating the facts! I'm not trying to be sarcastic or wad but at least u need to get the basic right! i mean well for you! EVEN u pissed me off like bloody hell but have u ever thought that why didn't i confront you face to face about it? i hope u can learn from your mistakes! everyone make mistakes in their life and mistakes need to be forgive and forget! hope u can just accept the fact that u're the one who stir up this whole thing! i didn't expect u TO read my blog and make more comment in your blog regarding about this matter. i can forgive you easily about this matter cos i know u're still 16 NOW. when I'm in 16 i also make hell lots of mistake. i doubt i can forget about this matter so soon but when time pass by, i hope u can improve on yourself. yup. if u need help regarding about attitude, read my friendster under 'who i wanna meet'. there's an answer for you!
All the best to your HK trip and wish everything will turn out fine! Hope u can last long with your love one! flirt is not the way to find true love! think before u make a decision!

If you need any help or regarding about relationship thing u still can give me a sms! i will be more willing to help! I may not be very good or PROFESSIONAL in love but i can give you some reasonable advice! it's up to you! take care!




OH yeah!!! back to my main topic of the day!!!
MY BFD TEACHER WILL BE ON LEAVE FOR 2 WEEKS!!! wad the hell!!! well some say i will be very free but i doubt so. there will be make-up lesson for it. too bad. this was the path i chosen for it. well I'm glad i choose ITE rather RP. why? must be thinking I'm crazy!!! if i never choose ITE, i won't be able to meet my dear dear! i won't be able to know so many hilarious frenx! IF i chosen RP, i think i will still be the nerd nerd guy! a guy who only lives in basketball and education!!! i wouldn't have gone to clubbing with lao da and jordan, wouldn't know i can meet up with SUYU!!! this GAL here! seriously brighten up my life! i can say EVERYDAY, EVERYDAY, alot of 'nonsense' or 'stupid' thing out from her mouth! haha i need to thanks dear dear too. why? because yu wei like to disturb me and my name but now, whenever yu wei disturb me, i will just make a comment "yu wei, u really wanna play is it? SUYU!!!!" hahahhaha he will just keep on saying "okay okay sorry sorry boss, don't play don't play!" hahaha it's so CUTE la!!! I LOVE LD!!! LD is the best class i ever had since sec 2!!! hahaha.

NOW, as u can see, i am a confident guy again! why?? haha cos i believe suyu heart already been kidnap by me! haha with me around i doubt she need her ex la!! haha! i asked her just 10 Min's ago how different am i from her previous ex! she reply "consider the 'most' handsome" "consider the only slim bf she had" "the only bf who can go CRAZY around together" "the only bf who can stand her NONSENSE" "the only bf who's willing to get shoot, 'beaten-up', scold, slap, pinch, bite and many NONSENSE more"
so many good points! win liao la. don't need to go on worry for nothing anymore. hahahaha

I LOVE SUYU FOREVER(provided she won't leave me) =p

okay here i am to answer some nonsense question from 'anicent creature'

1st - welcome and it's not a funny matter. so stop that 'LOL' thing

2nd - i didn't manage to recall anything about spoiling my day with my gal? too bad so sad. this nonsense won't spoil our day. yup.

3rd - please improve your english! "ya i admit i'm scolding you" this phrase belong to the present tense category. please change it to "i admitted that i did scolded you before." and next time round pls don't use chinese translate to english. it's so hilarious man!
hey, pls be mature, such a small matter u wan me to go and find YOU? WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? U STILL EXPECT ME TO TALK TO YOU? ARE YOU THINKING TOO MUCH? U THINK U BUSY THEN I'M NOT BUSY IS IT? DON'T TRY TO SHOW OFF YOU ARE THAT BUSY! DON'T MAKE ME PUKE!!!!!!!

4th - Come on, accept the fact that you are! if you wasn't so childish and 'backstab' someone who haven't even speak a bloody single word about you, i wouldn't say you act like secondary school kid! and from the way u wrote in your blog, it's so clearly showing you are still so immature! why am i stating this fact? because only immature 'student' will use this kinda word such as "so not happy come find mii la......"!!! don't tell me in your this life you only know how to use threaten or aggressive words to solve the problem? pray that someone will proper your way of living!

okay stop wadever nonsense u can do it. just get on with your life. u are making a fool out of yourself remind you!

well that's all for it.

haha okay back to dear dear again! thanks again. thanks for giving me the courage to face the problem i'm having now. i believe i can win this tug-o-war against your ex. thanks for giving me this chance to enter into your heart and build a brand new castle. it may not be the world best castle but i can assure it will be the castle that will be build firmly into your heart. thanks for everything u've done for me. yup. love you.

21 days more to go!!!

hmmm update about wad? well just mention a few things bahx.



there's a gal in my school seriously pissed me off. i don't wanna mention her name cos i'm not that heartless!!! i save her FACE man!!! but i can give some hint!!! she thought she's flirt and look like some ancient creature??? but the fact, she's not man!



okay why she pissed me off??? well the story was, she's the one suggested to 'break' and the one who look so impaient. wad can i do? just accept the fact and carry on with my life. yet she can't even let me off after break!!! why? she twist and bloody hell turn my words! her frenx M scold me through msn when i'm with suyu(my dear). oh my freaking shit! i was thinking when the hell i say those words to M!!! i didn't say i am pro in basketball? i didn't say i'm proud or wadever she can name it! well out of kindness then i mention there's some wrong method in their lay up. in the end she twist and turn my words! FREAK!!! okay forget it! i'm so going to blow myself up when i think about it.

thought this will be the end of this bloody hell nonsens or maybe childish thing! in fact NO! when my gf(suyu) accidentally went to her blog, one of her post wrote "FUCK YOU MAN"!!! OH MY BLOODY SHIT! when the hell i offended u? come on pls be more mature!!! how old are u? still live in secondary school life? well maybe she can say that post wasn't for me but when we read finish that post. i am bloody hell sure she's refering to me! okay For God Sake i shall stop blowing myself up! damn, spoil my day!



(all my classmate and frenx scold me becos of her!!! speechless. they say i am so bloody stupid, why didn't i confront her about this matter? why didn't i scold or 'shoot' her back? okay i know i am stupid not to defend myself. but i believe i didn't say those words and i didn't wanna find trouble, well u can say i am timid but this will only make me look like a kid! after break and it turn out to be this way only secondary school kid will tend to do it.)



okay back to my life now! well thanks to suyu, i'm feeling so happy with my everyday life. she's a good entertainer to me. she's always out there to cheer me up. haha. she's cute and pretty la! when she put on make up, FOR GOODNESS SAKE, that wasn't her i swear! she look so different! well she's a good gal and very social too. she doesn't need to put up a different attitude when she's with me or my frenx. that's great. well i believe she say she wont smoke means she wont smoke! well i don't wanna mention a gal! okay forget it! yup!



now it's around 1 am plus, why am i still awake blogging? well maybe suyu wont be so hardworking and read so much about all these so maybe i can write down wad am i thinking and why i am look so out of sort in these few day. it's becos of my character, i tend to think alot of things when i feel insecure. okay i know guys shouldn't be sensitive but this is who i am. Suyu ex-bf felt regretted and now he wish to start anew again with her! seriously i don't really know wad to do and how should i react. i think i should be a gal instead!! i feel like crying now! i am so scare! i feel so lost in this world. okay everyone must be thinking suyu bully me or wad but guys she doesn't know about it. is it becos of my character that i look so weak in front of this word "LOVE". okay i'm crying like hell now. I DON'T LIKE THIS FEELING!!! well she's pretty and so good toward her bf so there's always suitor waiting to knock her door of love! come On God PLS give me a ANSWER! why am i feeling so insecure??? i really love her alot. although it's just 9 days but i know we can last long if she wan. i really wish to last long with her. i can't imagine how am i going to live on without her!!! okay it's 2 plus now, i must be in the bed now. i'm sick!