alright, i am going to malaysia to attend my aunt wedding dinner. it's been long ever since i step into my home soil again. well malaysia may not be as safe as singapore but still it's a nice place.

well i will be away for 4 days and i can't see my baby for at least 4 days. oh hell, how am i going to get through it. it's like since that day onward, we have been sticking together every min and sec. every 2 day we will go to wach other house and stay and accompany each other. it's the 1st time i can stick with my gal for so long yet without feeling sick or wad. haha well i am feeling alot of happiness every now and then.

okay well shall blog till here. time to pack my things le. sad sad sad.!!!!

here another song for you only,

在爱的幸福国度
你就是我唯一
我唯一爱的就是
我真的爱的就是你
失去才会懂得珍惜
但我珍惜你
伤愈痛就是爱愈
我不相信
你和我同时停止呼吸
每一次我们靠近
你让我忘了困惑
忘了所有烦心
我把你紧紧拥进怀里
捧你在我手心
谁教我真的爱的就是你
在爱的纯净世界
你就是我唯一
永远永远不要怀疑
我把你当作我的空气
如此形影不离
我大声说我爱的就是你
在爱的幸福国度
你就是我唯一
我唯一爱的就是你
我真的爱的就是你
就是你
就是你
就是你
愿意爱的就是你

No one there for you,

No one will be there to love u,

No one will be there to miss you,

No one will be there to help u,

No one will be there to shine on your way,

No one will be there to wait for u,

No one will be there to give u a shoulder when you need it,

NO ONE WILL BE THERE AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT I DO, I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR U.

The love we share will never fade away.

so how???

no matter where u are,

no matter how,

no matter when,

no matter what,

you will always be in my heart,

as long as my heartbeat pump every single time,

it means my love for u will never be gone.

u'll be loved by me till the end of time.

sign off,

BOI.

i'm quite lost in reality so i'm not sure wad to post. shall wait for another day when i am back to normal again.

your every move every action every word will affect my heart...................

okay i'm now in my school com lab 03-09!!!
waiting for someone to finish lesson and go home together. =)
well alot of thing happened in this week!!! it's just like having a rollar coaster ride!!!
i smile, laugh, happy, cried and heartbroken!!! but it's okay.

now everything back to normal or i can say even better. yup.

i can't bear to let this special relationship off no matter wad. xin fu shi yao zi ji zhen qu de.

i trying my best to change and i hope every little make a different impact on your heart.

i don't ask chen jin yong you, i only wan tian chang di jiu.

i am a very greedy person in lovelife.

i wan you to be my everything. i wan to share your happiness, sadness and 'lonelyness' together.

maybe our love not very deep yet but i believe as time goes by, our love will get stronger and stronger.

no matter wad i will try my best not to let that night happen again.

i'm just a guy with very low self esteen and low confident so i will tend to hide or run away from reality.

but with you around and together beside me. there's nothing i am afraid of. you are my pillar of strength, love, life and every single thing.

i hope u can open your heart and let me enter. let me be the one u will count upon anything happen. yup

that's all for the time being.

i really hope everything will be settle asap and the situation will be clearer day by day.

wei she mo liang ge xiang ai de ren bu neng... ... ... ... ... shall stop here le. =)

She's tired from Yesterday incident. i'm sorry that i am the causes of all the misunderstanding. if it's not because of me, you won't be wasting your tears for someone that don't worth you to shed a single tears for him. i am a lousy bf, i gonna admit it. there's no hiding from being a lousy bf. why? i don't know why i am so bloody easily jealous for nothing. damn myself!!! it's like come on, alvin, u know she love u alot but yet once and once again i make her shed the happiness tears for nothing. i know she's carrying alot of burden but why do me myself keep on add to her burden and stresSS????? what the hell going wrong with me!!!

i'm sorry that i've disappointed you 3 times on 31st Aug 2007. 1st and 2nd, it's all because of my bloody freak thinking and jealousy will kill a relationship!!! damn alvin. Should have just blew off my brain instead!!!

3rd incident- baby i am sorry. i'm a very lousy bf. hope u can forgive me once. i'm down on my knee ask for your forgiveness...

i'm sucks at everything i do!!! why can't my mouth be sweeter abit? protective abit? brave abit? why??? i must change my thinking from now onward!!! i can't always use my action to prove to u how much i love u, i care for u, i wanna protect u and take care of u. afterall, i am a normal person, got a mouth that can speak out for her!!! I MUST CHANGE!!! ALVIN TEE TING SONG!! PLS CHANGE!!!

A mirror image of your tear, potrayed deep in me. I love Lin.

*every beginning has an end, *every action has a reaction, *every choice has a consequence.

*i start this relationship, i don't wanna to end it. i wanna to be with you forever. from the deepest words of my heart.

*i hope my action will prove to you how much i love you. Pls don't ever let me go.

*i've made my choice, i know my consequence. there will only be one ending.
Tee Ting Song Alvin & Zheng WanLing Diane will be in love forever!!!

here's a song for you. my baby my love.

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you, I'd be always faithful
I want to be
What you always needed
Then I'll hope you see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry c'mon let's try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah

Am I crazy for wanting you
Maybe do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah

Beautiful soul, yeah
Oh, yeah
Your beautiful soul, yeah