okay okay i know
it has been ages since i last updated my blog.

many must be very surprise why y blog has been living so 'colourful' life right?
keep on change and change??? well cos i got a very good laopo who's willing to help me change my blog skin every now and then. thanks laopo.

well time passes really very very very fast. it's just like a blink of eye 2008 is here.
from the day of 2007 things wasn't going all well or alright for me.

fail my 'o' level. just becos i fail my science. damn!!! got enroll to RP but not the course i am interested in so enroll to Simei ITE instead for logistics management. it's not a bad course eventually.

well now i got myself my eye injured. haha so clumsy. when i am working something hit my eye.
so stupid sia. hahaha

went on knowing many good friends!!! Alex, jordan, joey, senghong, jonathan,yuwei, weiling, candy, hui shian, hui qi, emily, derek, da jie and all LD teachers!!!

after knowing my classmates, went on knowing susu, elin, wenxin, eileen, rosanne, yanru erwandi, xiuling, karen, samantha, michelle, eric, YMCA camp mates, BL camp mates and friends.

sorry some i never mention cos i am having difficulty to type now, i injured my eye so yup. sorry.

well last but now least, the best day of my life in 2007 is ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... knowing someone very improtant to me now~!!!
she's none other than my laopo, wifey~ missy chouchou (Zheng WanLin Diane)

we've been through alot, seriously alot. it's like rollar coaster ride!!! from the day we start this relationship, it's not very easy to maintain it as we are having lots of problem!

like 'ad*m period, 'quarrel' period, 'cooldown' period and now 'jia x*' period.
as time goes by, we learn how to respect each other and give each other freedom.
through this love journey, learn how to treat each other well. give each other encouragement when we need it.

xiexie laopo for all the love u give me. i know it may not be alot but it's enough.
after so many failed relationship, i learnt alot of things from the past. at least it get me to where i am now.

i know sometimes i am very nonsense and very troublesome but i am sorry to cause so many hurt to u too.
words can't describe my love for u, talk can't tell u how much i love u, action can't show the love i wan to show u.
laopo, i just wan to hold u till the end of my life. no more other gals for me. just u will be more than enough for me.

laopo over and over I fall, when I hear you calling, without you in my life baby, I just wouldn't be living at all...

I will take you in my arms hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is throughThis I promise you baby.

Message for You only, my love, my one and only.
There's something i've got to say, YOU're always with me eventhough your far away, talking to YOU on my cellphone, just the sound of your voice makes my heart melts, well it's only YOU can.

i'm just all about YOU,i'm just all about US,now laopo YOU'll never have to question my love. and even if every night there's a new crowd out there but is always YOU i'm singing about, there's only one this words are going out to reach for, i'm all about YOU.

i know YOU are worried sometimes some other girl would make me forgt your mind, there's not a doubt in this world that any one could take the place of my #1 girl and it's YOU.

when i close my eyes i can see you, it's like you were right here and this feelings keep getting stronger and you lift me everywhere.

okay today it's the last day of 2007, gonna say bye bye 2007 and welcome 2008.
hope my 2008 will be better and our love will last long. =)

see ya
take care.

okay now i got the free time so i shall update my blog,
someone been complaining why i never update my blog on that 'special' date!!

well well, everything seems fine now, our bond getting stronger and stronger,
time passes and all our fear, worries and problem will be solve in no time.

hahaha,

17th,
celebrate our 4th month, done something for laopo,
handmade de.
somemore, she must be very very very honour to feel it.
this is the 1st time i ever use my own hand and make something for my gf.

went to her house and pass her the letter and present.
well it's so touch can???
haha. everything also 1st time. so many 1st time taken away by her.

OMG, my laopo wear till so pretty la. she look so innocent beauty!!!

haha, went to bugis and shop for awhile,
we had our dinner at changi village.
the seafood was like so fresh and nice lo.
help my laopo to 'pick' and 'pluck' all the seafood for her.

went to laopo's house and watch some very funny 'horror' show.
hahaha.
after that laopo was so hungry and we went to downtown east to buy MAC
hotcake and apple pie.
went back and look dead tired!!!
so i slept 1st, i'm so sorry laopo!!!

don't worry i will keep the present well.

yeah, we will be more loving and happily after without that f***ing problem.

okay laopo sleeping like a pig, well not really, a cute pig better. hahaha. =D

yeah tat's all for today.

laopo thanks for everything through.

muacks.

don't ever let me down again hor!!!

okay 1, 2 & 3.
where shall i start? about? study or love or family or maybe even frenx?
okay well i will just go with the flow.

STUDY
hmmm well on wednesday, just finish my last CA1 test. WIM - warehouse inventory management.
it was like so funny throughout the whole exam la.
1st, i was at laopo house on tuesday night and accompany laopo. if i am not wrong we are just watching movie and had some chat. so didn't really study too much even through we went to bed quite late.
when i was on my way to school, bloody hell, it start to rain. i was like "oh great."
so i took bus 12 to school and got wet abit. damn!
so when i reach school, went to find joey jordan they all. it was like so stupid lo. i'm in school for maybe about 8 months but i don't even know where is LT5!!!
well eventually i happen to walk past a toilet and i saw YUWEI!!! bloody ass.
still smoke before the exam. so the smelly lo. kns
so i found joey they all and start my last revise!!! can't really remember anything into my brain.
after about 15 mins, went into the LT5 for my exam, damn!!! i forgot to bring my jacket!!! i was like freezing inside can!!!
and i swear with my surname! i was freezing till my handwriting sucks!!1
seriously it's sucks!!! so ugly, hope the marker will be able to read my answer.

LOVE
well i just had a quarrel with laopo. well i know this time round it's my fault.
she's a nice gal and nice gf. but too bad sometimes i felt i am not worth her love at all
she's always so true to me. never intend to hide anythign from me but once and once again,
i suspect her. wad a lousy bf i am.
i can't really handle my relationship well. cos i now i am sucks at it.
but for the sake of her, i am willing to give her all my trust and love again.
as i say,
since that matter/incident can't kills us off, nothing can really kills us off.
thanks for being there for me when i need u.
we are always so glue together and i love to stick with u.
u posion me with your love.
i flower u with my true love.
i just know, we will be stronger than last time. nothing can break us off again.
laopo, i still haven try your cooking yet lehx.
kns, say wanna cook for me in the end i cook for both of us.
wahahahahahaha. but too bad, i love to cook for u. =)
don't worry, i believe we can break our own record. we will be together for very very long.
this is wad i believe, baby i still believe u.
muacks. xie xie ni.
can't imagine my life without u.
love ya *promise*

FAMILY
okay my family's relationship not really in good condition.
now my dad start to yell at me again.
well know why?
haha cos even when i am sick, i still go out.
hahaha. too bad
but once again. thanks dad, thanks mum, thanks bro for being with me when i am having my difficult time.
although we are not rich now, in the near future i promise i will work hard and earn more money than now to support u guys and my laopo family. this is my responsibility.
yup.

FRENX
well i don't know wad's going on with my frenx life now. nothing seems to be in place.
some frenx are worth to believe and trust them but some are not.
some just pretent to help u in he end stab your back when u are harmless.
well great. this is life. i got to get used to it before it's too late.
yup.

okay that's all for now. it's 3.20am now. i am so sleepy le can. hahaha
my laopo sleeping like a pig. secretly kiss her don't even have any reaction.
some more i keep on hearing "windy" sound. wahahaha
it's for u guys to guess for me to laugh.
she's cute, i love her forever.

this i promise u =)

well well well,
it's been a month since i last updated my post.
so now i shall updated something what happen during this 1 month or so.

Studies
thing are getting better and better. starting of this term didn't really go to school often due to sickness
or my lazyness. so my attend was like erm erm erm about 33% or below only.
wahaha my teacher 'screw' me for being so irresponsible as a class chairman.
well, i didn't really wanted to be the chairman in the 1st place and till now i don't really know why i am being asked
or forced to be the chairman.
okay this is the most interesting part, my attendance was like sucks man but my attendance doesn't reflect my result. i manage to get 40/50 for my so called 'accounting' test.
my PP teacher Ms chu say this to me "alvin, i was so surprise that u can get such high marks despite your attendance was so bad. u really amazed me."
i was like "huh, well i did study for your subject ma, although i am quite surprise that i can get such wonderful marks."
well my FDM CA1 i am sure i can get quite high if i am not wrong. not becos i am confident but just tat i really put in lots of hard work to study.
even saturday where many people going to have fun, alex and i was like mugging for the test, we even asked our FDM teacher out to help us.
it was a wonderful study day in my life.

Love
well, it's been a rollar coaster ride for me for the past few weekss.
anyway, it's all over now. everything back to normal.
if this can't kill us off, nothing can really kill us off.
i am so happy, not even a single word can describe my feeling for u now.
although i've been living in fear since that day. but all my suffering has gone away from me.
we will treasure each other. nothing can break us off again. time will tell who's the one
time will tell who will be yours. and now, u're back to my side. i'm glad i didn't give up so easily.
so laopo, u better don't make me suffer again hor!!!!!! hahaha muacks.
i love my laopo zheng wanlin. muacks

okay i shall stop here. still going bring my laopo to see doctor later on.
she's sick again. well don't worry laopo, i am here for u.

i will always be there for u.
*promise*