alright folks!!!
i am so so so happy today.
why?
i got a goal in my life now.

in the past,
i was wondering wad i shld do in my fututre.
but now,
finally,
after such a long long search,
i know wad i wan.
it's quite silly i know.

considering whether to take up tat course?
i need to leave sg for further studies on this course.
so yea,
will talk to dad and mum about it.


finally,
i given up totally.
it's the 1st time,
never click and view her blog,
i am not missing her.
not thinking of her too.

it's like totally out of it.
i'm glad.
there's so many people scolding me for it.

thanks to SUSU.
thanks arh,
scold scold scold.

i don't care wad u will write after i post this in my blog.
i ain't gonna give a fucking care about it anymore.

anw,
it's so coincidence that i found out something about 2 of her friend.
i was so so so surprise that they actually did that.
was like,
WTF???

he ain't wad u are seeing right now.
u knew it. didn't u?
i was back stabbed by him once.
u too.
wad he say to u and wad he say to others,
it's damn totally different.
i can't believe wad he had say to others.
u'll regret one day.
trust me.

well as for another of her friend,
well,
totally, gone case.
yes,
i would say.

he's not the one of the kind u will wan to continue your friendship or r/s with
after u had heard wad he had say or done.
tat's all.

well,
it's your life now.
i can't say if they are bad for u.
but one day,
when u know the truth,
u will not only be disappointed,
u'll regret it damn much.

from wad i know,
and how much i understand u.
tat's all i can say.

and friends,
i won't be visiting wanlin blog anymore.
so,
pls don't tell me about wad she had written or say.
pls don't inform me about how's she doing.
pls don't ask me anything more about her.
pls don't tell me if anything happen to her,
cos,
i don't think she will wan me to care anymore
and i don't think i am suitable to even care for her.
so stop telling me anything regarding about her.
thanks.

and suyu,
pls tell your tat friend,
if he/she think i am flirt,
i don't mind posting out,
and i can even ask u guys be the judge
in this broken r/s,
am i the one who flirt or her?
i didn't cheat behind her back or wad,
i didn't 2 time her at all.
i didn't even have time to flirt around with other girls.

so stop those nonsense.
if i ever need to post the story out.,
it's gonna be damn mess up.

thanks.


finally,
my smiles,
i am able to smile again.


hey friends,
if happen u guys read this post.
pls tell wanlin this:

thanks for letting me go.
thanks for doing this to me.
thanks for giving up this r/s.
thanks for letting me to learn in hard way.
thanks for everything.

becos of all these,
the next her,
will be better to me.
thanks alot.

it's time. time to leave that shatterd old alvin.

time for this brand new alvin =).

elin,
i think u must be glad.
glad tat finally i sorted out right?
alright,
treat me a meal then =).
hahaha.