well there's 2 post today.
below tat post mostly photos so enjoy.
well this post here will get kinda boring
as it's for question and answer post
so yup
bear with it if u guys can.
if can't then view those photo can le.


Jie
well u know who u are,
i am sorry that i didn't reply your message and answer your call.
i know u care about me this bro,
actually u had done enough to redeem yourself.
u accompany me throughout some of my lowest point of my life.
u accompany me out when i need someone to talk to.
so yup, it's enough.
don't blame anyone tat i've changed into this way.
i am not the alvin everyone used to know.
just take it as,
i'm a fallen angel.(maybe devil?)
to me,
promise is just a word without any meaning.
it doesn't serve any meaning.
wad's the use of keeping promise?
i don't see a point,
and
i don't see any point to keep
any promise to anyone now.

and don't need to intro gal to me.
i am having phobia now.
i don't believe in love.
i don't believe in r/s now,
i don't believe in promise.

and i don't blame anyone.
so u shouldn't put any blame on her.
i love the way of my life now.
flirting around,
fooling around,
having flings,
no responsibility,
no worries,
nothing.
i know wad i should do.
don't worry, there's always a limit in my action.
only till the day,
when the phobia gone,
and i happen to have my ms special back in my life.
then i think i will stop all these.
i know u sure going to kill me after u read this,
but now,
this is me,
i don't have the feeling of settling down.
i wan to enjoy this freedom.
=).



J*n**
hahaha
sorry for not writing your name out,
well, thanks to Jaslin keep on disturbing me.
anw,
about tat sms,
i am sorry,
answer shld be a no.
yup.
well,
i enjoy tat night with you.
yeah,
u're awesome.
but then,
well u read my blog before,
well, u know i am wad type of person now.
so yup,
basically,
i am a jerk.
yup.
tat's wad one gal called me.
i can't commit to any thing now.
and yes,
gonna admit,
u're pretty,
u're hot,
u're nice,
u're fun loving,
u're a good gf from wad tat crazy gal say to me.

u can find a better one i believe =).
a "much" "more" "better" "nice" "near to perfect"
"handsome" "good"
Boyfriend.
yup.

i am not cut out to be a good bf.
i don't treat gf well.
i scold,
i quarrel,
i am petty,
noisy,
"pervert" (hahaha),
nonsense,
naggy,
hot temper
&
just not the guy next door.

see i got so many short coming,
i'm not the guy u will wan.
and seriously,
i don't feel like saying 'i love u' to anyone now.
except to my family.
i don't feel like taking care of someone else now.
i don't feel like nagging to the gf.
i don't feel like commiting to a r/s which i think it won't last.
i don't feel like giving promises.
i don't wan to be hurt and make myself in such a mess.
maybe just one word.
selfish.
yup.
sorry,

well we can still go out and have fun.
especially clubbing,
or maybe u can go out a date with me,
i don't mind watching movie =).
hahaha.
having lunch or dinner will be fine with me too. =)
and sorry for tat night,
i guess i am too high.
yup seriously sorry.
well, your lips,
sorry to bite,
haha,
u bite mine too,
and u know wad,
thanks to u,
i am having a big ulcer now,.
i can't smile.
thanks arh.
anw,
i'm sure u can find a better one =).
next time u can use your lips and kill your bf off if he ever mistreat u!!!
hahahaha.


Marcus
thank arh bro,
u're such an ass.
thanks to u,
my hp can be used for 1 whole day,
now,
half day and it's dead!
thanks.
asshole.
well i will tell esther and winnie wad u're thinking.
wahahahaha.
anw,
esther is so pretty la hor?
keep on mention her name in front of my ear,
damn u.


Esther & Winnie
hey gals,
i put up the photo already!
don't disturb me le hor,
must be marcus idea right?
alright,
will try to plan some day out to ask marcus to meet up with u gals.
i not sure if i am going.
haha see 1st.
=)


anyway,
going for my toe last operation. =)
i am so glad.
no more pain after this operation,
oh ya,
esther u wanna know which part of my body injured before right?
my right eye,
my nose,
my back with lots of bite scar and scratch marks.
that a bite scar or mark which look like my wings dropped off.
chest got 4 bite scar.
hahaa.

well tat all u shld know.



p.s a very big THANKS to MERILYNN.
hey gal, thanks for the tatto design,
i like it.
i will tell u wad will be the words i'm going to put.
i think most likely will be someone name.
haha. will see 1st.
thanks alot. =)