re-edit
going out to eat supper with janis later.
well seriously,
i am not sure should i say it out or not?
i don't know why,
but still,
the feeling is not right.
i don't know.
hmmm jaslin jie, give me a call later.
i need some help.
i don't know.
i'm just like the lost ship u were talking about.
yup.

and well
someone force me to blog it out wad happen!!!
it's marcus.
CURSE U!!!
i shouldn't own u one!












1st of Aug' 2008
we rock the party man!~~~
here's some photo. =)
























oh hell yeah,
serious we rock st james power station man!
why?
5 of us,
guys,
dancing like no one care on the standing stage.
woooooooo!!!!

well here goes the story! =)
went to meet up with marcus and co at summerset.
went to ceinleisure pool.
they teaching me a new game,
kinda blur still but it's fun.
yup.

marcus meeting esther around 11.30 to 12 so we play till 11?
before tat,
janis came,
lol, she really came and nag at me.
well we are gambling.
hahaha somehow, it's funny la.
any ball game also can gamble.
well i lost $20 at 1st.
then when janis came and nag and nag.
somehow, luck change,
win back $64.
hahaha so free entry for us both. =)
janis seems angry tat i was laughing when i am losing money.
sorry then.

after tat took mrt to vivo city.
yup.
while waiting for esther and co,
janis and i had some talk.
talking about the possibility of being tgt.
well,
it's not impossible,
but somehow,
i am quite confuse.
yup.
she's really too good for me.

so went in to power house,
it's not pack,
order erm erm,
not sure wad it is.
marcus ordered some weird drink?

haha. then off we go,
enjoying.
in the end,
esther and co reach about 12.30.
with their friend,
marcus and co misunderstood.
hahaha.
thought they are their bf.
all look so down.
in the end i am the only one dancing.
HAHAHAAHA.
well not alone,
janis was there with me to dance.

so again,
some hot body dance from her.
gosh!!!
awesome la. *evil smile*

then all the problem started when we are dancing.
esther came over and ask janis
E: do u mind to let alvin dance with me.
J: (looking at me) ask alvin about it.
A: eh, i am fine with anything.
E: alright, then lets go.
J: okay i am tired, going back to have some drink.
A: jan, don't drink too much (with a smiling face)

so yup dance with esther,
well marcus and co,
esther's friend,
JANIS,
all watching us dancing.
then saw janis keep on drink and drink.

i am not sure why,
but esther keep on dancing and touching.
erm sorry marcus, i didn't do anything.
i am innocent la.
dance till half way,
kinda tired,
so went over to our table.
marcus was asking me how's the feeling.
LOL.
i replied,
u wanna know? go and ask her for a dance lo.

well trouble start.
janis doesn't wan to talk to me at all.
so i just keep quiet lo.
then she's abit drunk,
getting high.
pulling me to dance again
*i haven even drink a slip of water yet*

i say some harsh words to her
J: can u don't dance with her?
A: why? it's just friend only.
J: she doesn't treat u as friend.
A: yes, we're just friend only.
J: wad about me? only friend?
A: erm, i can't answer. yes we are friends. =)
J: why can't u answer me?
A: i don't know, i really don't know.
J: fine enjoy yourself. enjoy dancing with her!!
A: i didn't enjoy okay! she keep on touching me, i told u,
marcus wanna woo her so it's impossible alright!
J: but she's single and u're single.
A: but she's not my type.
J: if she's not your type will u dance with her like fuck?
A: wth, i told u she's not my type, wan me to repeat in chinese?
and why are u so angry? u ain't even my gf!
J: yeah, i am not even your gf, i don't have the right to be jealous,
u can flirt all u wan. fool around like i care!

well, she start crying and ran out of the power house.
marcus and co push me out of the table and chase her.
funny right?
like drama can?

so ran out, she's crying near the fence.
wa lao,
damn malu lo.
cool right?
i am always making gal cry.
well so went there say sorry.
keep on say sorry also no use.
nice one.
well in the end, no tissue,
use my shirt lo.
did i really done something wrong?
hmmm.

pull her in to the table and ask her sit down.
must serve her like princess!!!
sit there for about 10 mins
janis drank 3 glass of martell.
nice one.
sad also don't need to drink so much.
well marcus told me to prove to him i don't like esther.
LOLOLOLOL
how do i prove ass?
i told her i don't have gf and i am not interested in her too.
so how?

talking in halfway,
janis pull me to dance again.
thanks arh.
so same thing happen again.
like the previous incident.
we had deep smooching and well this time round,
i don't know why,
i seems to fall in love with her.
so well,
she's high till she and marcus push me up to the small stage and dance.
wooooot.
seriously i like this feeling.
and finally,
i am dancing like no one care,
haha.


yup,
dance till 3 plus,
very tired,.
all of us like just bath finish.
LOLOL
specially marcus.

janis was so drunk she can't even stand!
got to piggyback her.
she's erm "not really heavy"
well in the end, she keep on arguing with me,
she can't go home, she lost her key.
nice one.
in the end, she suggest to come my house.
nice one.
O_O
so well,
reach home,
she's talking nonsense.
found out her phone wallpaper,
it's our photo.
hmmm, i am confuse.
yes,
well she got up and use my laptop.
surfing net!!!
nice one, told me she's drunk.
LOL.
tag my blog somemore.
while she's busy,
went to bath,
i am so smelly.
so after tat, ask her wanna bath she say no shirt and short.
well,
no choice, use mine.
look damn funny la.
when she allow i will post it up.
damn funny can.

yup then well,
we keep on cam whoring.
hahaa, her cheek damn red.
lol.
luckily i am not drunk.
so well,
we had a heart to heart talk.
now then i know,
maybe i should give myself a chance to let go of the past.
so yup.
she's my gf now.
then well, well well well =)
something very funny happen.
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she's hungry after she bath, so cook for her udon noodle.
haha with some hotdog, meatball and crabmeat.
yup.
it's the same feeling.
as through everything flash back.
well.
gonna throw the memories out of it.





yup. so erm.
like this lo.

well i don't know why she mind so much about her.
so well,
she deleted all of her photo in my laptop.
both the memories of us and her private photo.
well, somehow somewhere there's a pinch in my heart but yup,
it's okay now.


3rd Aug ' 08

kinda tired now,
baby accompany me to shop shop shop.
well it's her who's the one shopping.
she bought for me a shirt.
not bad.
on our anniversary i will wear it. =)
anyway,
baby,
u know hor,
be more confident in yourself.
well don't worry about esther =)
she belong to marcus.
and another her...
she will never be in my life again.
never.
don't worry.
she's just passer by in my life.
=).
i am sure, u will be better =).
and pls don't ever do tat to me again.
kinda weird u know?
serious.
anyway,
thanks for the 1st. =)