anyway, not much to update.

went overseas and had some dance lesson.

well had my etrial test.

there's 10 test paper.

failed the 1st 2.

passed the other 8.

next lesson done all 10 again,
passed all 10.

so 18th hope i will pass. =).


anyway, dad going overseas in this week.
quite depress.

well i will miss dad alot!!!
seriously alot!!!


well had some quarrel with dad.

well intend to buy honda vtec!
it's cheaper and good enough for me.

but dad say he wan to change a BMW instead for me.

i was like... ... hello! i am just a student.!

and when u're in overseas,
i will be the one driving the car and u expect me to drive to school???

come on think about it.
a ITE student,
driving a BMW to his school!
ain't funny at all?

so had a big quarrel with dad.
i insist on honda.
well he wanted a BMW!

in the end,
i ask alot of peeps.
cheryl, janis,
ken, gang of wolves.
miche, meri shithead.

all say it's good.

seriously i don't think so.
i can't afford anything happen to the car.
seriously it will break my heart man!

anyway, dad say something quite hurtful
"in the past, u can do wad u wan.
at least now,
do something or buy soimething tat match your status!"

hello, well.
the one who's rich is not me!
it's u dad,
your bank balance!
seriously enough for me to buy a big whole land in singapore and build a big shopping center.
i am just your son,
who's not rich nor have the look to earn much.

anyway, after the overseas trip,
i sorted out all.
yes,
wen xin say why am i so slow to forget about her or blah blah blah.
janis also say tat.
well it's just me.
in the end, it's alright tat i finally able to put away right?
photos all deleted.
things either thrown away or donate to children home.
scrapbook of the anniversary and blah blah blah all burned away.
yup.

haha it's feeling all so good now.


anyway,
after the overseas trip,
and eat and eat and eat.

i beomce more and more
fat and fat and fat!

dammit.

LOL.


found out taiwan people clubbing almost the same as singapore.,
but i can say,
the people there.
really dare to show wad they got.
they dare to dance even they don't even know how to dance well.
i was so amuse tat where the hell they got the courage to do all these.
hahaha.

taiwan's nice.
malaysia's nice too.
AUS's best.

but singapore's better!!!
i am used to here already. =)


well dad and mum ask me the same old question again.
if they going to aus or malaysia,
will i be following them?
well, maybe, maybe not.


so yup.

seriously, i think i am going to become taxi uncle soon.
receive so many smses asking i got my license already and blah blah blah!
know why?
they wan to have free rid3e!!!

wad the hell.


LOL..


anyway, i don't intend to find a gf.
i don't need a gf who's with me becos i got a car or i can drive!
so wad elin say was right after all.
wad jaslin say was right after all!
so miss cheryl,
i can help u match make your friends problem
and yours too.
but pls don't help me.
i am fine!! hahahaha!!!
i will get u jesse,
u get me ashley tisdale?
or taylor swift also not bad.

she's cool man!




yup. tat's all.
shld be la.
photos will be up soon.
well didn't have enough time to upload all.

it's 2am now,
trying my new pasta.
it's for dad. =).


and i got a new name for my very own creation of pasta.

i shalll name it ai qing pasta(love pasta)! =).
it's for my future love.
hahahahhahahaha. =)

60 things most girls dont know

Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)

--"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

--Girls are guys' weaknesses.

--Guys are very open about themselves.

--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys will brag about anything.

--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

--Try to be as straightforward as possible.

--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--Guys don't really have final decisions.

--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys like femininity not feebleness.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

--We don't like girls who are too skinny.

--We love it when girls talk about there boobs.

--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....

--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...

--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..

--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...

--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

alright, currently very busy.
so sorry tat i didn't update much.

1st - congrat to janis!!!
finally u accepted ken!!!
he will be a much much better bf compare to me. =)
he's a nice guy. =)
and ken u own me a big present!!!

2nd - erm well if any of u saw me on the streets with any girls pls don't mistaken her as my gf. =)
currently no gf and no one wan.

3rd - congrat to serena, one of my long lost "girl friend"
lol.
congrat u are able to find such a good guy to protect u =).
smiles more. everything's gonna be alright.
the worst just say bye to u =).

4th - oh well, yup it's true somehow i am MIA so i am sorry if i didn't reply or accept some of u guys phone call. well happen tat i am overseas or somehow busy?

5th - i can't wait for new car!!!
tat will be the 1st and one of the best 21st birthday present i will receive next year!!!

6th - phone spoil, just changed a new one. lol.

7th - currently no one in my mind now. so yup, when i got someone in my mind, i will inform those i think it's VIP to know. lol.



a short story;
i am sorry again.
it seems like in my this life,
i hurt and disappoint alot of girl.
well her surname start with Q.
i am sorry wad i done in the past.
maybe if wanlin didn't appear in my life,
we would be tgt by now.
i am sorry to let u down.
yes, somehow, some way,
u're a princess.
a spoil princess.
i am glad u're living fine now.
with your dardar.
sorry.
but somehow, it's my choice of choosing her in the end.
i can't regret and i don't intend to.
i learned alot.
at least my next one will be better =).
if life give me 100 reasons to be sad and cry,
i will throw back 1000 smiles to face everything. =)

jocey, yup i will know wad to do =).
hahah don't worries.
if my gang of wolves going to clubbing,
will ask u out if possible.
since we are staying near,
don't worry.
hahahaha.



i think i am having spilt personality.
on one hand,
i wish to be in love. on the other hand,
i wish to be alone, so i won't get hurt again.
wad should i do?


anyway, got to know ah ye's sister,
shi hui.
she's damn cute and lame.
lol.
and damn blur too.
hey gal,
pls be more careful
i don't wan to nag and nag at u so often.
walk, pls open your eyes.
run, pls open bigger.
lol.
thanks for the accompanying. =).




anyway got a list of who i should give a ride after i get my license and car!!!
it's just for fun. =)

1st - family.
2nd - special one.
3rd - jaslin and janis
4th - dionna & shi hui
5th - gang of wolves
6th - my sec 5 bros.(shuimin, darryl, yongwei & jeryl)
7th - elin, alex, jordan & gang.
8th - merilynn tat shit head & co.







情灭了 爱熄了
剩下空心要不要
春已走 花又落
用心良苦却成空
我的痛怎么形容
一生爱错放你的手



我的眼终于失去 你的脸
爱能不能永远
原來我们活在 两个世界
我抬头看着 爱不见
就在放放开手的瞬间 爱撕成两边



我们都一样 被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样 却又再一次受伤
受了伤却不投降 相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜


手机让它休息一夜难
想切歌切掉回忆的画面
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你 带一点恨
还有时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 幻灭重生



我无所谓 我伤过心 掉过泪
我只在乎爱本无罪
何苦要陷入重围
当世界被感情蒙上一曾灰
而我宁愿是最後的落叶


解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪
看以后找个新方向往前走这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦