re-edit 2nd time.
today didn't went to school.
something happen.

i just lost someone really very close to me.!!
very close to me!

i am sorry tat we couldn't see each other even in the last min.
i'm sorry for being so slow so wols.
i'm sorry when u leave this world, i am not there.
i'm seriously sorry for so many thing.
i'm sorry i couldn't stop them from letting u be in peace when u leave.
i hate this fucking stuff.
i hate this kinda thing.
i'm useless in handling all these stuff.
sorry.
give me time to be back myself.
i won't forget wad i promise u.
i will miss u.
be my guardian angel and watch over me. =)
thanks for everything u done for me in my past 20yrs of life.
thanks.



alvin to joey(xiaomei),
seriously really very tight feeling on my face.
u done before facial so u should know ma.
some more u know i am also so rough and never take care of my skin de.
even faical i also need my aunt to force me to go.
yeah, and thanks for last friday DOUBLE O!!!
haha it's fun la.
and we gain so much 'sight-seeing' tat day!!!
damn tat guy for pushing the girl.



alvin to alex(bros),
give me sometime.
i will be back normal.
yeah yeah, with u around.
i will always be so happy de la.
haha.
sorry.
something really big happen today.
sorry.
can't see someone swim in his sexy style~~!!!


alvin to YW,
well, don't u know tat this is my blog?
yes, i am unhappy at 1st.
and since this is my blog, i have the right to say something which ii wanna blog it out right?
so u mean becos of this incident i need to carefully type my words out?
and i never mention it again in front of u or any other again.
those who knew wad's going on they already know about it and i had shut my mouth about it.
so i am the one start all these?
since u say so,
i don't wan to argue it anymore.
asking around it's not a 'girly' way.
if u were in my shoe, i bet u will do the same.
and seriously speaking,
i only asked 2 people.
no more.
that's not more.
i think we can't talk peacefully then we shall not talk at all.
if not, anything happen again,
small incident turn into big incident.
i am tired of it.
u don't know wad really happen at all.
do u know wad's the conversation about?
anyway,
u wan the facts?
i not sure is this the fact but,
i didn't say it WAS u who vote jordan out!
when jordan ask, i say YW only say 'jordan leh' after someone shouted his name.
and wad MR THE reply was,
'oh i already wrote down his name, i will call him later on and tell him.'
so this mean wad?
MR THE already got jordan in his mind to help out.

if u gonna say u never mention jordan name, then fine.
sorry about it.
i take it as it's my whole fault to stir up this stupid incident.
and pls don't swear.
tat time in cafe 1 u told me u swear about something blah blah blah,
in the end i dare u,
u say 'hai shi bu yao la'

maybe u forgot about it, but it's still fresh in my brain.
anyway,
it's the last time i say it out.
so there's no more about it.

if u think u're innocent and i am accusing u,
then sorry,
take it or don't take it,
up to u.

i won't ever mention this incident again.
alright,
u won't hear it anymore.
tat's the end of the story.





okay mostly this post will be wordy enough to flood u with.

well. topic???

friends?

somehow, i had a very bad weekend till today.

to someone in my class!!!

if u think tat i had say something wrong about u,
u can just tell me about it and say u're really tat innocent.
don't need to stir so many things up just for simple thing.

and pls. if u wan to say me or even 'shoot' words into my mouth, pls be more creative.
i was totally sick on last thursday.
there's so many pair of eyes who saw i am using tissue to stuck into my nose and i am just like a dead person. so damn dead.

yet, u told one of my friend i am the one who so call vote him out to be in the event of school bussiness day.
damn u.
even one of your best friend, can be my witness that i am so sick.

and thanks to don't know who, keep on spreading i am a 'casanova?'
thanks. and if i am such a guy, why do i get cheated 3 times in my ite love life?
get cheated behind my back for 9 times between my last 2 ex?
stop digging my scar out.
it's not the ending i wan.
yet thanks to MR THE. MY CLASS CA.
keep on making fun of me.
saying i make a gal ... .... ....!!!
wth!!! it's not fun.
it hurts.


to someone in my class too.
seriously, i don't know wad happen to both of us.
we used to be very close friend.
but it seems tat after some incident,
the respect, the friendship and the understanding,
all these are not there anymore.
seriously i know i used to neglect my friends and classmates when i am with both of my ex.
but now, at least i am trying.
can't u see? all u know was to keep on shoot me and put words in my mouth?
seriously i treat u as my brother.
because with u guys,
i really can smile and open up my smile once again.

thanks to alex & joey,
thanks for accompanying me all the way. =)



to someone.
JIE, seriously, u prove to me again tat your words can't be taken for sure.
why? because of u, i nearly got into some trouble which i am so blur.
when u are not sure of something, don't assure me with all those big words tat it's the truth.
words can kills.
i will never believe u again.
in the end, i got to bear all the stupid blame.
F***!!!
i know it's my fault to tell someone who's close to me.
it's alsoo my fault tat i didn't stop things from happening,
but still, u shouldn't lie to me. i hate it,.

she used to lie so many thing to me, now u wan to be another her?
u know which her i am talking about!



now it's time for good news.
well finally dad,
agree!!!!
yes, either HONDA CIVIC VTEC FD1 or FD2.
and also SUBARU WRX STI or WRX.
and we went to test drive.
it's cool la. that subaru damn fucking power!!!
u can feel the power when u sit inside.
well plus a hi fi surrounding system!!!
it's getting close to my dream car.

alex jordan and joey been saying why i don't wan BMW!!!
well 1st, it doesn't suit my taste.
2nd, petrol is damn ex even in the future.
i am not working so i can't afford full tank $150 above.
3rd, repair or maintance damn high too.
plus it doesn't have turbo, it only come with supercharger which cost about 12k.


well i have a super dad right?
but in order to have all these.
dad's condition - no gf till NS ORD!!!
well, since no one in my mind now,
i guess it's okay with me. =)
so alex and joey and jordan?
i think it's u guys job to stop me from looking at other gals.
hahaha.

alright, gtg, it's 5 am plus, having S&W later.
swimming!!! hahaha.







!!!disappointed!!!

okay as promise,
updated some of the photos.
and partly is because thanks to that
"BOTTOM" ALEX.

there's a story of BOTTOM.
so let start of with the photos journey.
if u're unhappy or tired of the photos there's a way for u. =)
on the top right there's a X button, just click on tat.