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Tuesday, January 20, 2009

alright, 'someone' been rushing me to post something
don't really know wad i wanna post so i shall
write something here and there.
(she say it's fun to read my blog.
cause it's long and funny?)
(wow..........)
(guess how much there's the money here?)

(who's hand?)

(somehow, remind me of burning money for the dead)

(damn it's so thick alright.)


(here's the class that accompany me for the past 2 years.
without them,
there won't be so much memories now.)
^^
(here's 2 of my best friends)
(jordan, the difference between yours and yu wei is,
we call yu wei "pui eh"
we call you "ah pui"
so it's easier for us to know.
^^
hahaha no offence

(^^)


(yeah,
my back view,
after june, i will be
BOTAK already)


(alright, it's me holding the money.)
well only alex and jordan know wad's the
uses of the money.
^_^




well, just injured my foot.
damn unlucky.
thanks to alex wong shit head,
alright, shall stop to be so troublesome.
^^
well, phone dictionary and a book of dictionary
were just beside me.
#1
well to all of u,
do u know wad's the definition of Relationship?
have u all think hard about it?
when u're in Relationship, wad's the feeling of it?
well this is my definition of Relationship.
just my personal definition. ^^
A rose forever
A relationship is like a rose
How long it lasts, No one knows
Love can erase an awful past
Love can be yours you'll see at last
To feel that love it makes you sigh
To make it leave u'd rather die
You hope you found that special rose
'Cause the one you love and care for is the one you chose...

#2
anyway, promise jordan something,
i won't do anything about it.
so wad can i do then?
maybe write something out?
she say it's a crush,
i don't really know is it,
but something seems to be so true,
which i can't type it down here.
I have realized one thing lately,
been thinking about you a lot,
I'd never thought I'd feel this way,
but there's no reason why I should not,
There's something about you,
I just cannot express,
you've opened my heart to something new,
but my feelings, I repress,
I know I don't have a single chance,
to be with you,
I feel there are too much differences,
maybe its true,
I guess I just have to stay,
with seeing you from day to day,
a "hi" here and there,
maybe it's better this way,
Maybe I'll tell you one day,
how I truly feel,
because I love you so much,
I know my love for you is real.


#3
before i was forced to blog,
i saw her picture.
and something just came out of my 'brainy'
it pop out of sudden i swear.
i don't know wad's really going on with me.
i am lost,
anyone there to teach me wad to do next?
I look at your blog
I look at your picture
And wonder what it would be like
To held you in my arms.
I look at your picture
And wonder what it would be like
To be near you.

I look at your picture
And wonder what it would be like
To kiss and hug you.
I look at your picture
And wonder what it would be like
To wake up and see your face.

I look at your picture
And wonder what it would be like
To be able to look in your eyes..
And tell you I love you.
#4
well, somehow, came across something,
was reading the bible i used to read.
recall the memories of having fun
with all my church mates.
all of them are kind and funny and interesting.
but in someway i changed the whole story,
i fall in love with D,
and this seems to be the greatest mistake in my life.
so from the bible, it mentioned angels.
wad's angel to you guys?
for guy - a girl who's so pretty and can't use mortal words
to truly describe her
for girl - a guy who's so handsome to her and his
care will almost melt her into the ocean.
well here something i have been thinking about,
maybe jordan know why i will have this thinking.
and i shall name it
"crush"
Worth a thousand words...

One might say a picture's worth a thousand words...
But, I'd have to say that I disagree
For my heart has been touched by an angel
Leaving me speechless forever and all eternity

My mortal words could hardly describe you
However, I could surely give it a try
For you have ignited my scorching flame of inspiration
And I will certainly not let it die

I could say so many romantic things to portray your beauty
A portrayal of a girl so majestic and divine
The most luscious piece of passionate fruit
That just sits dangling from its vine

Or I could say that you are the most rare of all fragrant flowers
Who gives off a fragrance that's breath-taking and oh so very sweet
A fragrance that is so intoxicating
My heart just simply skips a beat
But you know what? Now, that I think about it
I am sitting here writting a poem to a girl that I just know
So, I guess I should put this song bird of mine back in its cage
Until its time to let it go....




#5
well last, after being single for so long,
of cos, i wish for some angels too.
but there isn't any luck yet.
^^
i don't really know this poem will be for her or??
so shall just type it down.
^_^
If Beauty Had A Name
With each passing day
I look forward to seeing you
It's almost as if my life was shattered
And now your here
My dream come true
I never thought
Feelings would grow
But you proved me wrong
It's almost like a love song

Your that girl
That has won me over
Your that girl
That I want a little bit closer


Your that girl
I want to wake up to see
Your that girl
I always want next to me

Your that girl
Who makes me laugh
Your that girl
That never makes me sad
Your that girl
With those beautifull eyes
Do you beleive in love at first sight?
I just want you to know
I don't know where this will go
I want it to be special
I can promise you so
I wont brake your heart
I wont make you cry
I wont give you any doubts
Ill tell you why?
Why I wont hurt you
Because thats not like me
Why I'll make you laugh
Cuz your as beautifull as can be
Why you'll smile
Because it's another nice day
Or another reason
Is cuz I'm here to stay
I want you to know
How much you really mean
I can't descirbe it in words
Cuz it's to strong of a feeling
I wish you could look inside my heart one day
See how much it's been torn and repaired
And how it beats as you sooth all my pains away
I wish you could look deep into my eyes
And make all the wishes in the world
I'll try to make them come true
As long as you'll one day be my girl
Or at times of need
I've proved to be here
No not because I have to
But becuase your special my love
So I'll make this simple
Short and Sweet
Your not like other's
You almost mean the world to me.
^_^


11:56 pm

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

alright, here's some photos for jordan(ah pui)
21st birthday chalet.
damn lot of twist and turn happened.
p.s
jordan's mum say he very chee hong(flirt?)
wahahahaha
(the F4) from left
Alex, Jordan, Stanley & Desmond

(UL0704S)
part of the class. ^^
jordan look so shy?
why huh?

p.s
jordan, why are u so happy?

oh oh oh,
wad a nice picture.
all of the classmates
long for this photos for like 1 or 2 months?
(hui shian, no harm, just a small joke)
^_^

(okay one of the most hyper active guy
during the 1st night.
alex spend about $4
and he got this so call bear bear.
and he's like so high.)






(i know wad derrick wanna do.
he wanna help jordan to slim down his head size?
or wan to make it into square size?)
i am so blur.
wahahahahaha

OH YES.
we gonna miss this photo for years.
wad a rare sight.
finally.
(jordan, i helped u grant one fo your wishes.
u must be glad to have me as your bro)

(stanley wanna try out the new headphone)

(stanley, you looked as if u wanna poke the bearbear)

(okay okay, i know,
he's you guys baby.)

(alright, time for our miss leyi photo.
she's hugging it so tightly.
why?
is it becos it belongs to ....?)

(yeah, desmond join in the fun too.
but the smell of the bear somehow ... ...
thanks to alex saliva.
no wonder you're putting it at another way.)
UNDERSTAND!!!

(okay, old friends plus new friends.
from top.
Royce, Desmond,
Alex, Stanley
&
Alvin.

(here's our Fantastic 4)
3 guys and 1 girl.

(all trying to interview for clogate new ad.)
LMAO

(well well well,
abit funny.
but still, it's not bad.
quite happy with it.

(we're at E!HUB Bowling centre)
the one at the most left,
jordan's cousin
erm, i forget his name.
but he quite nonsense at times.

alex,
u got your new friends,
don't forget about the old ones.
this photo seems ... ...!!!
well, we are used to alex and leyi photos.
hahahaha.
they are always tgt for photo taking.

stanley kor kor also got new friends.
LOL
^^
well desmond and i were talking about some big business.
alex's hand damn itchy.
^_^
my new Godfather.
he's jordan's dad.
hello, new dad!!!
LOL
jordan's cake.
(joke of the day,
A - "jordan, why u put rabbit?
why don't u put a pig there?"
J - "i happy leh, i am born in the year of rabbit."
hope the people in this photo will stay in contact
even after many years.
jordan's family.


well, life's is too unpredictable.

one of my friend's BF,

happened a 'accident'

he's in a far far land now. leaving his loved one behind.

seriously i don't encourage his action but somehow,

we cannot underestimate love.

ever since the beginning of human era,

how many people can escape from this word "love"?

Rine - i hope u can pull yourself through this,

i am a passerby in your siuation now,

i know nothing we say can lessen your pain,

but i hope u understand, when u rise your head,

the most shinning star will be him, looking after u.

it took me 2 years to get over it.

i know u can get over it early than me.

guys, if anyone of u happen to read this post,

pls, one min of slience for him.

at least this is wad outsider will be able to do for him.

*treasure your loved one before they are gone for good.

it's not easy to find soemone u like/love,

it's not easy for that special one to be in love/like with u.

it's difficult for both to be in love bond a feeling together.

it's the most difficult to stay in a relationship with the one u loved

no matter what, try to communicate more rather than regret.

forgive and forget.

if it's yours, it will forever be yours.

stay true to yourself and the other half.

life's hard, but we gonna fight on.

don't ever cheat your loved one.

even if u don't love anymore, make a stand.

don't let them be the last to know.

they have the right to be the 1st to know.

Rine's incident remind me of my past.

i done something so wrong.

she just jumped.

she's not here anymore.

but i believe, she will forgive me.

till the day i pay for my mistake,

i am enjoying my life now.

maybe lack of love relationship in it.

but it's still complete.

with my bunch of 'ill' friends

and my FAMILY!!!

^^


10:11 pm

Monday, January 12, 2009

well, time passes damn fast.
now, jordan's 21.
he's a man now.
he need to be responsible for any thing he's doing.
he's legal to go casino and all those stuff.
hahaha.

soon it's my turn.
although mum plan and book for my birthday chalet too,
but i don't really know who to invite.
of cos,
the usual one will be there.



thanks to jordan,
know quite a number of new friends.
LOL.


finally there's a wu chun to replace le.
hahaha



well, i am thinking of wad alex told me ytd.
i guess after we grad, we won't be having so much contact with each other.
everyone will be busy with their stuff.
some more, it's finance crisis now,
and singapore need about 3 to 5 years to recover from it.
so everyone will be slogging for a job or maintain their job.

so wad we can do now,
i guess the only way will be... ...
enjoy the last 3 months from now on.
after that, we won't know when or where we will meet again.


guys will going to NS after that,
gals will either be studying or working.
life's short.
must enjoy.
must.


well, jordan's chalet was a huge success???
although there's some funny problem arise.
hahaha.
thanks to jordan, joey and alex.
i won $13.90 in total.
majong and blackjack.
and the nice part is we are playing small amount. 10 cent.
wahhahahaa.
chinese new year coming, gonna gamble again. wahhaha.


somehow, i don't really like chinese new year,
why?
1st, every year is the same.
same song, same people, same lifestyle and same activity.
hong bao, gamble, bua gua, being a 38,
get to wear new clothes and last but not least,
FIREWORKS.

yeah yeah, i know,
singapore can't play firework.
thanks god that i am a PR.
going back malaysia to play firework!!! ^_^.
going to aus to visit grandma.
damn. quite busy right?

but then, it's boring.
yeah, no changes after almost 21 years of life.


jan orientation
alright, this year, well took retail class.
thanks to AH PUI JORDAN!!!
thanks for flying aeroplane,
i will open a new airline for u later.
in the end, it's like i am helping out in 4 classes.
2 retail, hairdressing and NCT.

well the student's quite dead.
yeah seriously,
they are damn quiet.
especially NCT.
fuck up attitude.
LOL.

and just nice, jordan's cousin in hairdressing class.
LOL.
during the chalet,
she still rem, but i don't really rem her.
maybe i didn't take any notice about the surrounding.


so it's a good sign or bad sign?
alex & jordan will surely say,
oh alvin gonna become gay soon.
janis cfm say,
oh alvin gonna be a monk soon.
hahahaha.



oh ya, jordan, alex leyi & stanley,
about the true or dare,
u guys ask me one question about
erm, if there's a chance,
who will i be going out or having a date with.
well i am sorry. it's not that gal which i mention.
i can't say out the real one.
i mention that gal name is becos, out of sudden,
i was thinking about orientation stuff.
then the name just pop up.
LOL.
sorry.


all i can say is that,
there's a gal in my mind now.
she's attach already. they are tgt for about 7 or 8 months??
we met on the 5th of jan.
she's not very pretty or cute to other,
but it's good enough already.
heard from friends,
she's faithful
she's just everything i wish wad my gf will have.
^_^
but i know it's impossible.
i don't wan to be a 3rd party.
just hope as long as her bf treat her good and be faithful to her.
^^
bless her.
i don't know why it's her,
ever since 5th,
somehow, she will appear in my dream.
or when i am doing my stuff,
out of sudden,
her image will appear into my brain.
^^





finally finish watching all of crystal liu yi fei's drama.
^_^.
she's too pretty to be true,
just like a fairy!!
OMG!!!

LOL.
alright, gonna continue xbox360 stuff now!!!

guys, should try gear of war 2.
it's damn nice!!!
tat's the best xbox360 game ever.


i like one of the lead char phrase.
"they can all eat shit and die for all i care"


hahahahahaha.

12:04 am

Friday, January 09, 2009

alright back to blog for awhile.
going to jordan birthday chalet later.
need to go meet him 1st and help him carry some stuff. ^^.
well well.
who's this pretty girl???

she's crystal liu yi fei.
pretty right?

she's damn damn pretty.

yup.

^^.

shall update more when i am back.







it's not easy as u think.
it isn't fun and easy to live with it.
u thought i am lying about it.
well if one day,
u got yourself too depress,
and just nice,
u got depression,
i will be laughing at how u laugh at me.
i am quite sick and tired of your attitude.


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