Thursday, April 27, 2006
Qing Tian
phew... today so unlucky, some 'one' said i wear spec so ugly??? haizx ugly mehx??? maybe bahx... but dunno why these few day i like to wear spec to school or to outside... i finally think of a reason why i now a days like to wear spec to school... the reason is: i been hurt, hurt really hurt, i wanna use the spec to cover my eye being look through by other! many people say eye are the spirit of a human being, if u can look through it means u have look through that person heart and soul. After all these years, i found out that i always been living for other but not for myself. although my life have been fill with many other thing but i felt my heart was really empty real empty! sometimes my intention was just to help or maybe wanna the good out of them but it always the other way round, always againist my orginal intention. today, went to shui min house, woo, saw him play guitar... so cool real damm cool... the desire of learning guitar was burning in my heart... few weeks ago, i lost my confident on going song writing lesson where some bad things happen. But after today, i got my confident back, back to myself. haha nice one... my heart is to empty now, nothing fill inside... after all these years, return to square one back... so sad... cover my eye from being see through by other... say good bye dun say forever, good bye wont be forever... good luck for 'o' everyone...