Monday, May 22, 2006
ending?
wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li ni ai de na ge tian shi!!! well after so many year... just hope tat i can just stay by your dream and world just to be your guardian angel... hmm so many thing happen these few week... haizx sad... thought tat i have change le but still many thing goes against me.. look like heaven or god never take a good look at me how i have put in so much effort for something yet it turn out to be the most unacceptable way i wan.. haizx... another news is tat i leaving here when 'o' finish bahx... hope will be tat way... leave this place which had most of my memory and so many thing i wish to treasure... but once i leave this place for maybe about 2 mths? everything even the grass will also forget about me.. hope once i leave i will not cause any hurt or unplesant thing for the people who know me... well i dun think i will lahx... haha.. well hope in here i can say out my thought but no one will know... well maybe u wont visit this blog anymore so i can write something which i wanna write long long ago... i love you i really love u... hope i can call u dear or baby once more... hug u in my arm and sleep through the lonely night be there for u when u are in danger... i know with me u will face many danger... although i can't stop it from happening but hope i really can protect u til the day i left this world... haha kiss your forehead and calm your heart down when u feel despair... but all just some smoke behind the screen... i know none of these will come true again... so i'll be daydreaming for it... this is only the place i can be with u together happily again!!! so much for my 'happy' ending... jiu shi kai bu liao kou ran ni chi diao, jiu shi na mo jian dian yi sheng ye shou bu chu... wo ai ni... zai jian le forever love...