hmm... today had physic examination in the hall... so sway... paper 1 do until half way stomach pain... feel like going toilet but in the end ren ren ren... after the paper i intented to settle my stomach but look like heaven is making me a fool... in the toilet, nothing seem to be coming out... lol... worst still my phone nearly drop out... haha... paper 2 arhx... more sway... write on the wrong paper... sweat... should write on the question paper itself... instead of writing there... i write on the fool scape paper... lol some more my stomach really know how to pick a prefect time to make fun of me... haha but ok lah... got no confident to passs also... just trying my luck... hmmm after exam, went back home and rest... haha jio jeryl shui min out to chiong the ball.. starting not bad... still can have outstanding perform by ME!!! lol... after tat maybe too long never touch the ball suddenly dunno how to handle the ball... haha but not bad, still go for many lay up and done some great movement of the past... haizx... sad, now so fat le so many thing cannot do well... studies, hobbies, basketball and love... all make me disappointed... haizx... after some match, i had a talk with shui min... lol today then i know how he think of me.. haha... he said i have the talent to play basketball but because of some changes, i lost my skill... haha example he said 'actually 'chong', u last time dun need train u have such professional skill already, now just get back your feeling and body then u will be pro again' wooooo... song arhx... haha abit BHB... haha but feel abit sad for shui min too... can see he train till so hard then suddenly skill also lost... not like last time can shoot from any angle...

as for u... i miss u so much... but today i learn something from shui min... if u really truly love tat person, dun tie him/her up... let them do wat they wan, just keep them in your heart and u will be glad tat he/she actually live in your heart... when have the chance to be together, dun ask for so much, just enjoy it... when thing really goes wrong... just admit every thing is your fault... and then sunshine will be out again...

so from today onward... must learn how to live by myself... learn how to keep u in heart only... learn to be more independent and cheerful... good and bad memory just keep it in heart and u'll remember it forever...