haha... ytd i was like a boy... still need to beg someone to forgive me.. nearly flood my own house... haha after tat meet my jie out... wa lao.. kanna one slap from her.. scold me till i am so weak... now think of it very funny.. few hours ago... i am just like a lamb... waiting for someone to accept to kill me off or take me in... but now... today meet her at the library with her small cute cute brother... haha so cute sia... she ask him to call kor kor.. he say hello kor kor... aiseh very cute lehx... heehee... accompany her and her brother walk around the library... finding book for her brother... then when i touch her brother head.. look into her eye... omg... i going to faint soon... i kanna attracted le... if i not wrong she today put make up... her cheek so pink... cute cute cute... now i cant stop thinking about her... dunno y got this feeling... when ever i had the thought of ky... she suddenly appear into my mind and stop ky from destroying my life again... thank god... fate let ky walked out of my life and turn into whole place darkness... then fate again let '243795' enter my life again and bring a glim of light into my world... hee hee... after they borrow the book... i sms her how about going for movie with her brother... i dun mind taking care of him... haha... actually we plan to go on today de but today i got mock exam so everything blown up... bloody mock exam... but never mind... i hoping next sat will come soon... hoping for it so much... cant wait to wait movie with her... even with a child sitting in between ask... hope she dun mind i jio her now... i know o lvl coming... she also worry for me... but for her sake and let her parent agree on this relationship i must work hard... work hard... i need to be damm hardworking... so happy now... thinking of her every moment every second... i will try to take a neo print with them on next sat... haha must wear nice nice le... wear jean... haha cant wait for it man.. i try to update as much as possible... haha so xin fu now... finally can forget her totally... now hope tat i never met her be4.. so i wont be so sad in the past few weeks... =) bye bye...