wtf.... damm today... kan sway... morning... bet world cup lose money... lose $100 sia... damm these few day like lose lots of thing... haizx let me learn alot... alot alot...
well today in chinese lesson... it seem to be the lowest point of my life... shui min use my phone and send some unpleasant thing to baobao.. haizx she totally fare up with me for the whole day... dun wanna reply my sms... haizx heart damm pain lo... li's like my heart bleeding again... haizx now i know i am a sinner... last time toy with so many gal heart... now my gal angry with me... haizx... totally sad till afternoon she willing to reply me le... welll guess i lose her faith and trust for me... she hate boy to treat gal heart like this... haizx... well now we seem to going back to normal le... but must rebuild our whole trust and faith again...
well afternoon when sleeping... she called me and finding me... well i thought she got wat good news for me... but it seem she like care about her thing only... well i cant blame her... cos i know when she talking to me she is having a hard time... well is not i dun wanna understand the situation is like... the way she talk to me... the way she type words to me... every word every single word is penetrated through my heart.. maybe i was really at fault 1st... haizx father... pls forgive your son still being so stupid and didn't seem to change anything.. father pls help me change myself not when the time someone will leave me damm far away...
after some thought maybe wat father teach may not be right... must forgive the person who done something wrong to u but never forget how they treat u when u need them.... seem like she wanna me to forget her too... well ok father i will try my best.. promise to be a better man... never ever let someone be so angrily talking with me anymore... maybe when the time i really gone... then she will be able to live in peace...
hmm nbm... i must live like a bird... fly high and throw away every sadness we had and get ourselve free... hope next match i will win some money back... haha seem like i get over it le... forgive and forget... thank father... bb