well we got a new world cup champion today. bow to the new champion, ITALY. wahaha i had told many that this year either england, germany or italy will be the champion but seem like no one believe me at 1st. sweat.

today i really kan le hen duo things, things that i dun wanna know, one by one appear in front of me. i seem to lost many thing after she left me... maybe my hope and dream of being something lost its motive. example??? last time i join a song writing lesson organise by my idol jj lin jun jie, and i had many fun at the lesson. i was able to write many great song out becos during that point of time, i had something what every song writer think it is important to have it to write out good song.. LOVE, this is the magic word we need to produce a good and touching song. but ever since i lose this thing, my life started to change, a big change. i gone through shi lian, or maybe being hate by someone i needed most during tat lowest point of mine life.

but ever since i gone through this, i am able to taste what is another different way of life. this will be a good training 4 me to go throught before entering into a much cruel reality, with the experience from this, i maybe be able to take another of this kinda blow from the next relationship... althought the song writing lesson had finish, i learn many important thing of how to deal with my everyday life. well maybe next time jj album or jay chou uu'll see my song inside. wahaha.

well all i left now in my life only got 2 things. frenx and my hobbies. well got shui min darryl and jeryl and all e other is really a trouble in mine life, but well i like it. we r super duper joker and maybe bian tai joker. with shui min as the leader. haha i finally laugh, it seem that frenz are really important in my life. i am glad God left 4 me such a treasure in my life, although we quarrel alot but we always kidding with each other. basketball... a way of release myself in this cruel world. i've been playing it since primary 3. well all my skill lost le, but nbm, when it's lost it give me the will to find it back. another hobby is racing, haha got into the world of car since 16, well i may not knw many car well as i am expected but i do knw my car well. well i also must thank God for letting someone to invent car. haha got into malaysia national team when i am 17++. i seem to be the youngest in the team, cos no one willing to take up this sport. once something goes wrong, your life will be on the line. look like now left car and basketball accompany me through my last part of secondary life.

now gonna wake up le. as wat i promise shui min and darryl, i need to wake up asap. need to be true to myself more, no use keep hidding from it. this will only make me walk into my own trap faster. althrough hate to admit it again, this year really gone through many thing which let my heart to be hurt once and once.. if i had listen to shui min and darryl i wont be so hurt in love. well nbm it's done. God wanted me to hav a taste of wat its like and learn from the hard way. seriously speaking like wat shui min and darryl say, i am always being control so it make me a failure in love. well nothing much to say le, from now on i will just shut e door toward my heart. like this wont hav to suffer again and again.. haha.. well happy go lucky.. gtg study le... haizx need to study till 1 or 2 am today again.. tired. but must work hard 4 my future.. haha =)