today seems to be a boring but meaningful day. lock myself up in my room and study the whole day long, only during lunch and dinner time i step out of the room. recall many things when i am studying my humanities subject, some words inside the book makes me remind of unhappy memory. but life still gonna goes on and on so no point blooding over it. well i am glad, happy and congrat my brothers able to find their happiness. jeryl now got a marie no time for basketball le hahaha, i called him jeryl tan turn out to be true now, everyday sms sms sms ahahaha. well as for shui min, he's doing fine with eileen teo. hahaha although they keep on quarreling but after a while everythings fine, hahaha good man. SHUI MIN dun ever let her down, rmb wad u teaches me dun ever let history repeat itself again!! LAST but not least, darryl!!! hahaa this bro here hmmm, well i let him down many times, glad that he's not angry with me, but i try to change. i don't promise and swear cos i know promise is just a word with no meaning so better don't give empty promise. well i don't really know about swear but i heard shui min said don't ever swear. haha glad darryl now got 2 choices to make for his future after 'o'. hope all will turn out fine. DARRYL i respect the final decision u make cos who ask u r my bro! but don't regret it after that. hahaha good good good. everything in my surrouinding seeems to be fine and that's great man. ;-)

"Father, thanks for everything that u teaches me today. i'm glad that you've been so gracefully toward me and my friends, my parent and whoever know me. since 8th june '06, i've been living in lonely everyday, done something i shouldn't have done it and now i'm regret for what i did in the past. But u have been forgiving me everytime about this sin i have committed since the day i known u, showing the path or telling someone around me that this sin u have bear for me already. now she is living happily and someone already there taking care of her, you bring my sin and guilt away, i am truly grateful to u for what you've done for me. thanks father for being so kind to me. thanks for healing this heart with lots of scar that seems to be unable to heal. thanks for being with me everytime i needed you. thanks for everything. in jesus name i pray, amen.