okay okay, after so many 'request' from them to update about it so i will update bahx.

22nd of june 2007.

well it's our class LD BBQ day. haha thanks to those who came over and help me out with all the stuffs. thanks alot. give a big cheer to yourself guys. okay this BBQ didn't turn out the way i wan it to be. but let's take it as a warm up for the SEP holiday. i believe the next BBQ will be a successful one. this is wad i always believe. cheers........

okay after that jordan suyu and i went to pub with lao da(seng hong). okay this is the freaking part where everyone been waiting for.

I AM DRUNK!!! drunk like a freaking shit. i can only remember suddenly i felt very hot and sleepy. then when i sit outside the pub, i can't remember anything. the next morning when i woke up, i saw i am left with my basketball short without my shirt. the 1st thing i thought, did someone rape me??? then i check my wallet, i am short of $40. i thought that gal after rapping me she went off. damn... in the end... hahahhaah long long story. well jordan and suyu been complaining since.... wwhy??? i been talking freaking lots of nonsense when i am drunk. haha

thanks derek and jordan for carrying me back home. thanks emily for watching free show. well last but not least. thanks suyu for accompanying me all the way.



okay 26th june 2007,

well it's our 1 month anniversary but everything didn't go according to plan. well my plan was... about 2 plus i am going to bring her to wild wild wet and enjoy ourselves. (hey guys, stop thinking on the dirty part). around 5 plus we will be going for a moive. surf up. it's a nice show. =). then about 8 plus, wanna treat her at sakura buffet. hope she can eat all she can. about 10 plus, maybe east coast park will be a nice spot for couple. i prepare some special firework for her. hope she will like it. after that pass her the present i been preparing for the past 2 weeks. 1 special cup with 999 small heart in the cup with special colour sand with it. inside the cup, there will be a special present which will belong to her only. after that it will be about 2 plus. it's time for her back to rest. ( all the tickets and reservation has been made)

in the end................ IT'S ALL SCREW UP!!!

well i don't really blame her or wad. cos i been secretly planing these programmes for the past 2 weeks. so she wont know anything. but it turn our that God doesn't approve this special day to happen.
1st- suddenly she went for the interview of my previous job on 25th.... then the lady request her to attend the training on the next day. damn, it start to screw everything up.

2nd- she's going to her aunty house and take sleeping bag and some other stuff for the YMCA camp happening on this coming thurday.

so everything screwed up. well if she treasure this 1 month anniversary, she will try her best not to arrange anything on the 26th. for this 1 month anniversary, i delay my driving theory and reject my God mum for her birthday party.

because of this we had some disagreement and quarrel for it. i'm sorry suyu, i am a useless bf. i can't be the guy u wan. but no one will ever know how much effort and how much time i put into all these things. no one will know. i don't care about how much money i spent on all these. but..... well it's gone, forever. there will be no more 1st month anniversary with her.
it's not i petty or wad, just that.... haizx forget it.

hope all our problems will be settle. i can't take the pain anymore.....................