well well well. it has been so long since i last update my blog. haha. well was kinda tired and sick of my life. everything screw up. seem to me she's living fine and well. so i guess it's time for me to move on. there's nothing i could do to change her. change her attitude, behaviour and concern toward her partner. so i guess it's time for me to let go.

been single about 1 or 2 months, learnt that something are better to let go and holding on to it. no point blooding over it where it won't bear any fruits after so much of hard work. Thanks God for letting me to learn such a wonderful lesson and i guess he will have his reason for giving me such wonderful ride in relationship.

well now i'm having phobia toward relationship. i'm afraid that i will get hurt once again. this time round not only my heart was hurt, even my soul and body seem to get affected by this scar. i won't make any first move to tell my next 'her' that i like her or wad so ever. i'll just wait for God or 'her' to show me that it's something worth for my love and worth for me to accept love again.

haha well, thanks God for putting me to a test in ITE. it wasn't such a bad school man. it's hell lots of fun every day. knowing more and more frenx every single day. (okay i know wad jordan gonna say again - HONGSTER)

Seriously speaking, i don't see in wad way i am hongster. i don't sweet talk with gals, don't go gaga over pretty gals, never ever disrespect a gal by 'toying' their heart. well maybe it's becos i am used to be with my buddy during secondary school so i am trying to change my lifestyle now. at least i don't suffer and get hurt so much after breaking up with her. it's true that this kinda of breaking up feeling SUCKs but it's not really that pain anymore. it's like more and more frenx come into my social circle and they DO care for me.

Thanks to jordan & alex, joey, ah ma(susu), wen 'zhu'(wen xin), elin kwan, pretty ah ma(eileen) and many more frenxs out there. thanks for letting me know that SHI LIAN doesn't mean end of the world. they are such a 'good' frenx. it's fun to go out or talk to them.

well today was the Community FIESTA event in my school. it's just so fun can. haha get to know 3 more frenx today. susu's frenx wan lin serious very cute la can. keep on beat me and 'squeeze' me. haha that stupid teacher in charge, mr blah blah blah. i would like to thanks him too. he ask wan lin, "are you malay" i was like laughing all the way man. cannnot take it la. hahaha. she's cute too. yup. =). ytd some hilarious things happen sia. i am the tour guide for the logistics operation lab. 4 secondary school gals damn funny la. they say to me "i thought logistics no shuai ge(handsome guy) de?" then i reply "well it's true la, no shuai ge de =)" then they reply me "how come our tour guide was a shuai ge." i was like huh? never wear spec is it? haha then i told them " oh thanks for your compliment" "i'm not shuai la" then after that i told them to focus on my classmate wad they are doing and teaching. before they went off, they came over and ask me "are you alvin?" i reply "yup, anything can i help u?" they ask "can i have your number? i'm interested to know u". i was like okay u win, u never brought your spec to our school then. i told them okay it's fine for me to give them my number but i won't reply their sms as my sms explode le. 1899 smses last month. lolx

seriously they never sms, they called me instead. nice one la. well not really interested to know them. normally i will start to know the person i like 1st. as in lets be frenx 1st. too fast get into relationship i am sure there will be lots of problem occur after the 'honey moon' period. yup.

okay should be enough to entertain many people who are dying for me to update my blog. haha. =)

take care all my frenx.