wasn't feeling well today so
i didn't went to school for lesson.
i am so weak. ytd was such a bad and unlucky day for me.

wasn't feeling well way before i reach home.
cos i was bleeding when i am doing some big BIZ.

not very sure wad's wrong with me,
when i reeach home and had my dinner,
i keep on vomit and it's so freaking waste of food.
it's such a waste and i am the one who
keep calling others and wifey not to waste food
but
i am the one wasting food ytd.


around 1 plus 2, one of my 'frenx' talked to me in msn,
her name, JI* X*.
been asking her to go to poly better than coming to my school.

JX: "why? your school isn't that bad right?"

Me: "cos my school doesn't suits u. seriously speaking,
there's lot of bitches and maybe 'slut' in my school le.
so better don't add anymore to it."

JX: "why are u treating me this way? u aren't the old alvin i used to know.
why must things turn out this way?"

Me: "cos u are a gal who just won't listen to those who meant well for ya.
not everyone will be as funny as me, from poly transfer to ite.
this school will change u totally.
i am a living example. i am just not the old alvin u used to know."

JX: "i will listen to u, i promise. just give me a chance to prove to u.
i am not like her who don't even listen to u once.
i can be better than her. i don't see any charisma in her to make u love her
so deeply. i not trying to 'shoot' her, but it's the fact."

Me: "u got it all wrong. u're just not the same as her. she's toally different from u.
well, i admit, she don't listen to me. cos this is her character.
and it's all becos of all these, which make me love her so deeply.
of cos u won't get it. cos u aren't me. there's so many thing about her
which i find her cute rather than 'bad'.
we went through alot before we are together. so obviously i will treasure her alot.
i admit she's the 1st gal whom i love so deeply than any other and
she's the 1st gal whom i just won't get bored with it. yup."

JX: "from your blog, she's making u sad with all those unhappy memories.
i just don't understand why u're still being with her?"

Me: "too bad, i don't need u to understand anything. yup.
we are always sticking together as one so of cos,
there will be lots of quarrel and bickering and blah blah blah.
but everytime after all these we will be more closer again.
and when the moment we having laughter, it's so fun and loving with her.
she's been giving me lots of surprise as well.
from a rather da xiao jie change to a xiao nu ren.
and it's all be cos of me.
she don't used to cook for other,
won't show much of her true self to others,
done something she never done for any other ex before,
ever since after a incident happened in sec 2 or 3,
she won't believe in forever anymore.
but it's all becos of me, she's willing to believe in forever again."

JX: "i bet she will say forever to her ex before right?"

Me: "yup she do, but say and believe is different matter.
okay that's all i wanna say. hope u will get into poly.
i know your parent wants u to get into poly
rather than my school. so just listen to your parents once."





I have to write my heart out now before this day comes to an end.
From the day i went into a relationship,
i have NEVER ever experience a girl,
also known as my girlfriend,
satisfy me more than any form of words can describe,
as what happened few days ago.
Even with the largest name tag carver,
or the world's finest felt pen,
it can never engrave an unforgettable,
magnificent vision i see whenever i shut my eyes.
spent the day afternoon,
holding her in my arms,
looking into her eyes.

No words can be greater than this,
no actions can be more significant than this,
no sight can be seen more majestic than what i saw.

I've seen the joy in her eyes,
i've seen the love in her heart,
i've felt the passion in her kiss,
i've cried in her embrace.

What on this earth,
other than the love of such a person,
can one with sin, failure accept such a heavenly, marvelous gift from God.

Thanking Him,
what a prodigious gift
He has given me.

With the only words of i love you can repay you for such a immeasurable,
infinite love you've shown.

Thank you wifey.

I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS DO.


PROMISE,
170807,
LOVES.