okay back to blogging again.
since i got lots of time to blog.

Finally, after so many hours,
dear has forgive me.
but well, still can see the anger or rage in her eyes that
she's still angry with me.

at least for the time being i am happy.
from this incident,
learnt alot of thing.

used to think i can act normal if one day she has leave me,
used to think although i can't live well without her,
used to think there will be people out there to calm my heart down if something happen.

NO NO NO NO NO NO.
i was so wrong.
time passes so slow that it seems to me the world has stop spinning just becos of me.
i got no mood for anything. even friends joke or 'lovely act' can make me smiles.
no matter how many people out there to calm me down, i am still emotional unstable.

LOVE
from the past till now, it's a deadly posion that will posion living thing without taking in or touching it.
normally it's using eye sight and feeling to get posion.
while, i admit,
i'm being deeply posion now.
even remove my eyes or any part of my body,
it still can't cure me.
the only medicine or cure in this world,
being with her will let me being free from the posion temp.
holding her will allow me to change into another guy,
a guy with lots of energy. (okay i know, abit of manga animation.)
kissing her will slowly decrease the effect of the posion.
after all, being quite emotional now,
i am sure,
1 day,
without her,
i will be DEAD for sure.
nothing will ever be the same if u leave me.

I promise you my love
I promise you my heart
I promise you my life
I promise we'll never be apart

I promise not to hurt you(if possible)
I promise to never make you cry(i will try my very best)
I promise to always trust you(from on, yes i promise)
I promise not to lie(never did i lie to u before)

I promise you forever
I promise you tonight
I promise you my respect
I promise to do things right

I promise to always be there
I promise until the end
I promise to always love you
I promise to be your best boyfriend/husband in the future

I promise you my love
I promise you my life
I promise this forever
I promise our LOVE is my life


I love your eyes.
Everytime I look into them,
I am lost.
I fall deeper and deeper into the spell they cast upon me.
I can't help but look.

I love you smile.
Everytime you smile at me,
I feel the warmth of the sun shinning down on me.
It warms me more than cuddling in front of a brand new fire.
I can't help but smile back.

I love your kisses.
Everytime your lips touch mine,
I feel an endless stream of passion.
It sends me on a journey, a journey in which I do no mind taking.
I can't help but kiss you.

I love your touch.
Everytime your skin touches mine,
I feel the most enlivening feeling I have ever felt.
It is the feeling of a pounding heart and a shivering soul.
I can't help but touch you.

I love everything about you.......


My love for you grows stronger
Everytime I think of you
My life for you opens
Everytime I see you
My passion for your soul
Grows deeper everyday
My caring for your heart
Never fades away

The smoothness of your skin
Feels warm and makes me melt
The touch of you kiss
Is something i never felt
The way you hold me late at night
Makes everything feel heavenly right
the love I give to you
Is fulfilling and oh so true

I love the way you make me feel
I love the way I know its real
I love the way you look at me
I'll cherish your love for eternity

With the sky so bright,
I see it through
That i only want to be with you
With my love up above
Your love is like a flame
You took my heart
Your the one to blame

Now God I know you'll help us
Our love is in your hands
Make me the best man for her
As I'll make her be the best women!

I LOVE YOU!

becos of this incident,
discover something about me.
becos of so many incident happen to me in these few weeks,
i've got an illness.
well, not many people will visit my blog so i guess should be fine for me to blog it out.

well, let me write something that i can share with everyone.

FRIENDS

SUSU THE SI AH MA(ang shu shen) single
haha, she's basically a nice girl, yea, a very very ncie girl.
she can laugh alot, talk alot, eat alot, smile alot, EMO alot, pinch people alot,
be nasty at times, can be naughty at times, cry out of sudden & brighten up a sad person day.

WADI(erwandi) single
okay this guy here. how should i describe him?
he's my personal maid, thank to me he got the name wadi.
he's a very friendly person to me.
he can make u laugh out of nothing
laugh the hell out of u.
being emo at times too.
likes to shopping alot.
he's those who can shop till drop people.
he can be nasty at times.
can suan people like hell.
he's always the source of laughter in the group.
it's good to know him in my lifetime.

PANGPANG(koh pang chuen) single
this guy here?
a rather blur guy to most of us.
he look blur.
he looks like a lost kid in our school.
he's very friendly.
he's also very helpful which i don't know why!!!
he's one of the rumour in our group.
he's a shy guy.
he will like/love a girl and just kept quiet about it.
a rather MR NICE GUY!!!
he's a good friend. =)

PANDA(siew ling???) single
okay, sorry, i don't know wad's her surname and how to spell her name too.
she's a girl who can talk talk talk alot.
like a machine gun.
non stop action.
she's can be quite funny and blur sometimes.
oh ya, one of the way to identify her straight away is her
chinese cum english cum singlish cum some direct? malay slang.
very creative.

SI FANG GAY(jordan lim wee shen) unidentify
SQUARE GAY
okay la, this guy here. can be funny.
can be lame.
he love square. yea.
especially square face.
wahhaha.
he's one of my good brother in school!!!

HOLES GAY(alex wong chun liang) single
yea, he's a very friendly guy.
he love to sing.
love to eat nice food.
he can sing non stop for the whole day.
his hideout should be KBOX or PARTYWORLD
sometimes his action will make u feel that u're in the zoo.
wahahhaa.
his love??? siew chu.
haha. beauty therpy girl somemore.
wad a nice taste.
lolx

SI ELIN(elinkwan) attached
okay,
she's a gal,
who can keep alot of secret.
she can be your best friend or bestie.
she's a nice person to talk with.
she's not a nice person to be nasty with.
alot of swearing words can be heard from her.
she's a must have friend in your life.

TUDI(rosanne)attached
well she's a nice student of mine.
she can be helpful at times. depending on who's that person.
she a information collector.
chatting with her can update u with lots of stuff.
she'a nice friend.
she can be nasty too.
she got a big backing too.
so be careful.
wahahhaaha.

STUPID COMMON FACE(clarence wang) single
he is the best brotherhood i have in my lifetime.
we went through alot of stupid stuff during our secondary school life.
got into fights with other people or GANG.
a can be trusted guy.
will fly down if possible to help u.
quite nonsense at times.
always ask me for girls number
quite dashing.
quite romantic guy.
maybe a dream guy for many girls.

The 5!!! (shuimin, darryl, yong wei & jeryl)
they are the best secondary school friends i can have.
share alot of laughter and stupid stuff too.
share alot of dirty jokes too.(esp shuimin & darryl)
will always be there for u if u need.
thanks bros.

MU CHUN TUO SAI (di long kor) attached
he's my big bro.
taken care of me during my childish period
a good frenx of my cousin too.
both of them are always there for me if something happen to me.
that's one of the reason why i am still alive after so many childish incidents.
can be ruthless most of the time.
a quite good looking guy. yeah,

PMC
yea got alot of frenx there.
shaun, anna, jocelyn, marie, keng keong, sister ze yi & Dr yang qing.
yea, they teaches me alot of stuff.
they are also there for me too.
thank guys.

OTHERS
thanks for being part of my life too.
i'm sorry if your name are not mention here,
yea but u guys do play a minor part in my life too so u must be glad. =)


sorry for the long post. been typing for the past 2 hours.
yea.
need to rest too. =)