back to blogging again.
guess i will be updating my bog daily since i have so much free time.
not really in the mood to update much.

was thinking the whole night.
since the day u changed and since the day i allow u to go out with him.
it marks towards the end of our relationship.

well which bf will like their gf to play darts till midnight then return home.
which bf will like or happy gf keep going out or chatting with her ex.
if once in a while, i don't mind but it's like happening everyday.

well sort it out le.
even if we can be back together, things will still be the same.
why?
becos i found out, in this relationship,
no one willing to give in more.

but in the end i tried to give in to hope u will changed.
i kinda miss the old days where we will go jogging together,
playing maple to together,
wattching taiwan drama together.
going out shopping together.

but i guess non of this will ever happen again in my life.
cos i won't be able to get a chance anymore.

if i will be able to get the chance and treasure u again,
i know deep down in my heart,
i will cherish u. alot.
willing to exchange my lifespan just for us back together.
was thinking that u give your ex a chance to be back together after break up,
but u just can't give me one chance.

i know,
it's all because of me,
i am the one who let u down totally
who let u feel so disappointed.

maybe if, u can change?
try not to play darts so often?
try not to go out or chat with him so often?
maybe this will be the way we can be back together more loving.

thinking the whole night,
if u are willing to change,
i am more than wiling to change my flaws just for u.
i know when i get angry or jealous or mad i will tend to say things to hurt u,
but if God give me one chance for u to change and for me to change too,
i will change.

maybe u won't miss the old days where we are together so happily.
maybe u will.
our love, now depend on your hand.
if u give me the chance, i'm sure i will change.
but will u willing to change too?

if u wanna go pub or have a drink, i don't mind going with u.
i know u wil be reading my blog,
just hope u will understand wad i am trying to write.

i really treasure this relationship.
i really love u alot.
i really wan to be with u.
hope after u read my post,
u will able to feel something.
this is all i wanted to say all along.

i strongly believe our love won't be so easily defeated.
i believe our love can be as strong as the earth core.
it will keep on continue burning.
wanlin, just wanna tell u,
if u can change and i can change too,
we will be back together like how we used to be, so happily together.

well maybe u will say i can't accept this kind of gal.
but after being with u for so long, i know u.
i know u ain't this kind of gal.
i know u are not like this.

can u think about it?
a chance for us to be together?
after all these while,
can't u tell i am really in love with u?
can't u tell i really wan to treasure this relationship?

but if u think, it's the end of us,
i got nothing to say.
becos i really wan to treasure a gal so much in my life.
this is the 1st time i got this feeling.

hope after exam, we will be back together.
i never ask much from u since we are together,
but now all i ask,
can we change?
can we be back together?

i will be waiting. for the day,
14th of march.
the end of our exam.
hope i will get a reply from u.
hope u can see my true.
i hope i will get a fair chance again.
i really wan to take care of u again.

if we can get through this incident, nothing can ever stop our love from going forward.
if we can get through, our love will be stronger than anything.
this is one big crisis we face. whether we can continue or not,
it's up to wanlin, u, who will sentence the judgement.
this is the biggest crisis we ever face, if we get through,
there won't be the next time we need to face this kind of incident.
i really hope, u wil give me one more chance.
not to hurt u but to dote u more.
if this incident doesn't kill us off,
i am sure, my heart will treasure u more than anything else.
i will love u more deeply ever.

okay tat's all for today.
deeply wounded.
only wanlin, u, my love,
can heal my wound.

will u give me a chance?