okay finally, 2 papers down.
1 more paper to go before i can totally relieve myself.

WIM paper seriously freak me out.
it's the 1st time,
i ever sweat in the air con room while doing a test paper.
alot of question killer.
just one word wrong, the whole question gone.
damn, curse that teacher.

after that, brought a uncertainty feeling to your house.
was so afraid this will be the 2nd last time i will be going your house.
but still, i manage to drag my whole body bravely and went to your house.

actually, wanted to pass the food to your mum and go home.
didn't want to disturb u.
but then, well, thanks to your mum.
haha, keep on ask me wanna come in???
not very good to keep on rejecting your mum.
so i went in.
my 1st thought, die, how come i am so happily coming in without thinking.
didn't think wad will u feel if i just come in.
so i just stand there and totally freak out.
don't know where to stand and where to move.
luckily your mum ask me go up find u.
if not sure stand like sir Raffles.

saw u on the stair.
was quite shock.
didn't expect to see u there, was thinking,
giving u the chocolate and go le.
scare i will spoil your mood.

but it turn out i never. =D
and well, thanks for the lc.
i was like don't even dare to dream of it.
i was thinking is it possible to just kiss your lips,
didn't expect u will lc with me.
i am on the moon now.
i don't think i wan to wake up from this dream.

saw your msn nick.
was thinking is it for me?
hope u will be with me.
but i don't get the last sentence.
till i found the reason for love?
hmmm u mind explain it to me if possible?

just watch a show regarding about gambling.
this guy, gamble his fortune, family and even wife away.
so sick man.
but in the end,
think of it.
i am sick of myself too.
gamble my own love away.
if not right now i will be holding u.

thanks God, fate and u for letting me learn such an important lesson.
i learn it real hard.
can't really wait for tomoro.
i hope my tears for tomoro will belong to joy.
=D

lin, i've say all i wan to say to u le.
i've done all i can to savage this r/s.
i tried to change within my limit le.
it's all for u and this r/s.
hope u will be able to feel it.

can i turn back time?
i can't imagine my life without u.
i don't know.
i really don't know.

i've tried my best.
giving all i could ever give.
it's you, Lin,
it's you who let me hold on to this r/s.
i don't know how much i can hold out. without u by my side.
will u be able to hold on this r/s together?
will your hand be holding mine and taking this r/s to another level?


my heart clearly need u.
i am sure we will be together.
i will hold on to this faith and wait for the answer.
keep this faith going.
after 13th, everything will be fine.
i believe.

will u? willing to hold on together?