yeah, finally one paper down. FDM!
FDM will be delete from my memory data base. =)

well it's not too hard the paper, but just tat
damn lot of careless mistake.
lost 14 marks for nothing.

but at least i learn my lesson,
will work harder for the follow last 2 papers left.
GPA 3, i am coming.
wait for me okay?

phew,
after exam, went to bugis's library mac there to study.
with jordan, yuwei, helmi, man, falz, lok chai and JUNXING.
seriously he's a disgrace to guys!
not sure he like girls or guys.
kns keep on wanna touch falz... ... well u know.
haha, but it's fun la.
they keep on disturb both of them.

yuwei nearly had a fight with junxing all becos of,
junxing fucking nonsense.
wad for out of sudden go and kiss yuwei? siao arhx u?
hahah but it's funny la. the expression of yuwei.

thanks to that bloody alex,
now everyone know wad's going on in my life.
keep on ask me wad happen.
well i say it's my fault and u had no choice but to leave me.

forgot i put silence mode, when i saw my phone,
wow, 14smses and 11 missed call.

actually was thinking of something,
during the trip back home,
it's the 1st time i never listen to mp3 or wad.
just keep on thinking about wad's happening and wad's going on.

my last life,
must have owned wanlin alot.
this life,
she's here to chase after the debt.

it's the 1st time, during exam,
i will think of someone instead of the question.
it may be a omen or something?
not very sure about it.

when i was going home after studying with them.
went past the bugis temple.
a fortune teller stop me and chat with me.
lolx.
funny right? isn't it?

i was thinking he's a siao? or crazy?
but just one word from him,
i stop and listen to him.
he say to me "dong"/pain

he's saying i am having a very difficult period in my life now.
it may be a blessing if i am able to solve all these problem.
he say that, i have lost someone important to me,
lose a "hao yin yuan".
he say i am feeling very painful now.

i was thinking, how he know?
he continue saying, right now,
i own someone a very big debt.
it's wad my last life owned de.
this life, i am back to repay this debt.

well it's true.
he say i owned this gal alot.
so it must be wanlin le.
wadever now she done to me, it's karma.
it's wad last life and wad my this life done.

like i doesn't treat r/s seriously before knowing u.
i doesn't even care about wad gf feeling is,
with or without gf, my life still the same.

yup i admit. i am in wrong 1st.
that why, even how painful i am feeling,
how difficult i am feeling,
how sad,
how hurt,
how depressing i am now,
i didn't show it to anyone.
even wanlin.

when i saw u in school today, i feel like hugging u.
feel like talking to u face to face.
feel like having a kiss from u to boost my confident.
but no, i didn't.

i know where i stand.
i know i can't do all this anymore.
i can't say i love u in public anymore.
even i am jealous. i will still keep mum about it.

why? why there's such changes in me?
maybe it's like wad the fortune teller say,
it's my karma.
i can't avoid this pain. can't avoid it.
i can only get over it.

lin, do u know how much i wan to hug u?
how much i wan to kiss u?
how much i wan to say i love u?
how much i wan u to be back in my life?

but no, i won't say to u.
why?
it's not the time.
maybe i won't have the chance to say all these again.

when i saw u, u look so happy and there's smiles on your face.
maybe i can fang xin le.
u're enjoying your life. =)
hope u're happy with your life without me?

yeah. need to go rest =) my eyes are crying for help?

i misses you alot.