Sunday, April 27, 2008
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alright, today i shall update my poor little blog diary. lol.
1st photo
yup as u can see, it's a W960i. one of the lastest by this date 27/04/08.
why do i upload this photo? well it's simple,
i am changing phone soon =). well it's a nice phone. serious, the function not really tat bad, i can say it's great to have this phone.
but one of the problem is, u must TAKE GOOD CARE of it.
this phone can't be droped too many time. if not, tat's it. GONE CASE.
well i bought 2 from wisma atria.
one is for myself, another, it's for someone special.
well, u guys can guess all u wan, but i'm not going to say it out who it is.
so obviously, it's for someone who is a human. =).
why? 1st of all, i owned someone a phone. 2nd, it's a lifetime promise. 3rd, someone's phone was spoiled because of me. lol.
that someone will always be special in my heart. even if one day, i disappear from someone life, still, he/she's always that special in my heart.
well not trying to mean i am not finding any other gf now, i am waiting for people to apply to be my gf. lol. just kidding.
i need to time to walk out of the darkness and stand up again.
2nd and 3rd photos
yup, it's some drinks from SWENSENS!!! it's my erm, 2nd time there in my life time. yup. alright i know, i am just a frog in the old well. haha.
well the drink i drank was damn special. it's call sweet as berries. all i can say, it's damn sweet. it's not advise to drink often. =).
4th and 5th photos
yes, went to pizza hut for dinner, with wanlin/diane. after that we went for a movie. 'untraceable' alright this movie, not recommend. sucks to the core. no starting, no storyline and no ending. it's serious. damn bored. it's a waste of money too.
well from the 5th photo as u can see, this is wad u will get when u're having attrachment and having to work at the same time after your attachment. ='(. well it's my life now. all i can, enjoy it. =). it's great to have nice boss, supervisor and staff there. they're all very nice and take good care of me. alright monday, i got to submit a report to the manager, it's not tat difficult actually. wahhahaha.
ME
after so many things and event/incident happeneed. i am not the same old alvin u guys known.
(in some ways)
i've lost all my confident, smiles, happiness, jokes and i am having super low self-esteen now,
in chinese i am 'zi bei' right now. i need time to stand up once again.
after all, i am still the same old silly guy, (yes, elin, the same old silly alvin) who used to believe in love is everything.
for the sake of love and her, she will be my everything and i hope i will be her only thing.
well my next gf, i am sorry to say, u will need extra 150% more to make me trust and believe in r/s and love again.
thanks for all the effort u've shown me. i can see it. yes, i can feel it too.
thanks for everything. i'm on the way standing up again. trying my best to believe in love again.
i'm sorry if u feel i am trying to distance myself away but maybe it's wad a normal human reaction will have. been trying hard to overcome it. sorry.
it's not easy to walk out of it.
do u think u will be able to be there for me once again?
do u think u can hold on to it?
if, u're feeling very tired or feel like giving it up, let me know alright?
i will, by all means, slowly walk out and disappear from your life.
EVERYONE
am i really a good bf?
or am i just a fake gentleman(wei jun zi)? (one guy who likes to uses death to seek attention 'shoot'/say about what i am.)
it's up to u guys to think which one i am. =)
NOW
i saw a gal drooling on her pillow. she's not even bath yet and fall asleep.
alright, her photo will be up asap. hope i will still be alive to post it out, =)
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