yeah back from my attachment. =)
it has ben a tiring day for me. extra workload for me.
well took mrt home, it's like so fast, around 6.45pm reach my house already.
took a rest and bath. wash away all the dirts on my body.
i got infection on my wounded area.
just now in office it's quite sore.
but after a visit to doc.
everything "seems" to be okay now.
there's yellow pus follow out from the wound,
making me stink!

and thanks to tat stupid doctor!!!
out of nothing gave me a injection!
it'a like not link at all!!!

well when i'm on the way back. alot of things flow through my small pea brain =(
sometimes, there's alot of thing i wan to say it out.
alot alot alot.
but i don't have the chance.
i don't wan to spoil the mood of other and mine.

reflect on wad i have done in the past few day.
yes, i think i am still standing on square 1.
with more protective and more layer of sharp pointed horns pointing out.
i don't know why i've change to this way.
i guess i just wanted to protect myself.
but i'm thinking if i continue this way, someone will bound to get hurt in the end.

i always want thing to be like tat but i don't dare to say it out how i wan the thing to turn out.
well, i am quite disapointed with the answer when i ask about how u going to put your status on friendster and blog and all that.
i thought, u will, eventually well... nvm, it's not any thing really tat important.
to other may not be importatn, but to me, maybe i got the thinking of yes it's important.
from your answer, it make me feel abit i am not important like i used to be in you.
give me a feeling of u won't wan other to know about our r/s.
yes u make an effort to put in your msn.
i am happy and feeling great to see tat.
disappointed when u promise u will change in your blog or friendster but it turn out the answer is not the same.
it has been 2 days.
u got time to upload and accept comment but no time to make an effort to change.
yes i admit, status to me is important.
i've been waiting for this day to come for too long.
after all my hard work and waiting,
seems like lady luck still not on my side.
well got to accept tat =).

thanks for promise me u won't say those words again.
i will in turn, keep my promise and dote on u more.
give in to u more.
i will try my best.
it's been 9mths long.
i am your 1st bf to last so long with u.
although in between there's lot of things happening.
but i am still feeling loved by u.

don't ever say things like 'i don't suit u or i think it's better we don't be tgt'!
if we are not meant to be tgt, we won't last long till now.
if we are not meant to be tgt, there's no way we could where we are now.
if we are not meant to be tgt, there won't be so many things to pull us back tgt when we almost give up.

thanks stupid grandmama for your comment.
yes, i admit, i love my gf, my dear dear, my smelly baby, my mrs tee wanlin.
alot alot alot.
there's nothing can measure the love i have for u.
i know i doubt u in these few day but i guess, it's normal human reaction.
as wad wm say, i am really afraid to lose u once again.
i don't dare to think about the days when u're gone.
i don't wan to go through tat period of time again.
it's so scary and so terrible.
i wan to be loved more by u again.
do u think u can do it?

if u can't i won't blame u =),
cos i know there's once u loved me so deep in the past, i am glad.
happy to know u.

no one will know how i feel now. =(
no one.

i guess this is wad true love is.
true love will never always be smooth.
there's always bound to be quarrel to happen.
why?
cos we are getting used to each other,
we are trying to get used to each other life.
i'm glad u enter into my life.

thanks wanlin,
my love,
to be there in my life.

i will always remember u,
thinking of u.

my friends outt there,
i am getting more and more busy in these day,
hope u all will take care of wanlin =)
she's always lazy!!! hahaha.
smelly smelly. =)

i'm lonely.