没有你的日子 :18天

hmmm haven meet up with cousin yet,
i guess i am too tired.
got home, SLEEP.
lol 13 missed call.
sorry sorry.

oh yeah,
i will be able to wear shoe tomoro.
well not sure will it affect my infected area,
but still yup.
i wanna wear.
cos i got a new SHOE!!!
wahahahaha.

thanks dad.
u're the best.

alright friends,
i not sure wad will u guy react when u see this post but still,
hope u guys understand.

wad is love?
in the dictionary,
it's adore, be fond of, care for, cherish, fancy, idolize & like.
for example,
Mothers and fathers love their children.

to me?
after so many things happen,
this is my meaning of love.

when u r in love with your love one,
u will give your utmost love to him/her.
and even u give your best to him/her,
u will still feel it's not enough.
no matter wad u will wan to try your very best to give.
and u will never expect much from the other half.
the only thing u expect,
the other half will love u more.

humans are animal that need to be social and need lot of love.

till now, then i regret.
i regretted, why?
why didn't i love her more?
why didn't i care for her more?
well it doesn't matter anymore.

she won't be back in my life again.
no matter wad,
she's right to leave me.
in love,
there's no right or wrong.
there's no fair or not.

from now on,
i am going to seal up my feeling,
seal up my love.
she's the last one who took away my heart.
she's the 1st and last girl i am going to love so deeply.

it's good to love someone so deeply
and miss someone so madly before.
i learnt my lesson.

in this post,
i shall make a contract with her in my heart.
she's party A,
i'm party B.

Due to some misunderstanding between party B & party A.
party B leave party A.
and party A may had say something that hurt party B in the process.
party B is truly sorry for everything.
it takes both hand to clap.
although both party have some fault
but party B need to take up most of the responsible.
so,
in the future.
if party A need any help,
and if it's party B able to help,
he shall do his utmost to help.
if it's within party B limit,
he will still try his best to help.

this is the last time i'm going to say.
wanlin, well u're always in my heart.
i love u deeply and miss u badly.
there's no other gal able to make me smile so brightly again.
from now on,
do take care of yourself.
u can choose not to believe anything i say.
it's up to u.
since i have post out everything,
i am feeling much better.

and the ring that i had buried,
i took back my words,
i went back and took it out,
now,
项链在我身边
陪伴著我过每一天.


maybe like wad someone say to me,
it's time.
it's time to face everything.
although it's still raw,
although i will miss her badly,
although i will force myself madly.
but still,
u will forever be love inside my heart.



没想过爱情会下落不明
寂寞都不忍心
故事的结局走不出背影
我只能静静的
风吹醒 那些曾经
转过身 我用眼泪淋尽

心 该怎么学会去适应
那些没你的安静
我 也伤心的
收起所有回忆
你却一直住在心里
是谁都无法代替
总是忍不住
眼泪一直在我的爱情

该开始了 该怎么去安静


真心的对待 最珍贵
我回头想起
爱情的甜美
永远不后悔


hope this will be the last time i am posting about this r/s.
take care gal.


alright cousin calling me liao,
gtg. =).


signing off at 11.13pm.