forget it.
friends,
hope u guys understand,
i am just like a wounded animal now.
don't add salt to my wound pls.

so i beg u guys,
don't tell me anything more about her stuff can?
it's not i don't wan to know,
now,
we are not tgt anymore.
and she got her life to live on.
wadever she wrote on her blog.
i can't complain.
it's her blog.
because she feel it this way.
maybe i didn't treat her well.

she's right in her blog.
alright?
just take it as i am a jerk or anything she wrote.
and we really got a big difference.
she's young, she wan alot of freedom.
i know i am young too,
but i am already feeling to settle down.
due to my family background and some problem,
tat why i will have this thinking.

i wll not post anything.
the truth,
let us just buried alright?

let us hope she will get a better bf hao ma?
better than me.
treat her better.
pamper her more =).

i got my karma already.
i made the gal i love,
leave me and hate me,
so let's stop all these. =).




hey gal,
i am sorry,
i don't think i will be able to accept u.
it's not because u're not good enough.
the feeling,
just not right.
u're at a wrong place and wrong time to meet me.
althrough someone told me to get over this r/s,
will be,
find a new r/s and it will get over it.
but sorry,
i can't,
it's unfair.
and my heart,
can't let another gal in right now.
so sorry about it.

hope we can still be friend.
and stop wearing so sexy,
there's lot of molest cases going on.



hey cheryl,
rem wad i told u?
yup friends,
i will say,
maybe, cheryl,
is the guai guai and nice gf type i like.
but i don't think we will be tgt.
she's nice. but my feeling's not right now.
and, we can be better in friend =).
let least we can chat happily.
thanks friends.


u guys don't ask me any reason why.
i got my own secret.


even through i am pissed off.
but still.
even till this end.
even till now,
my heart,
will be siding with her.
will be protecting her.

that's all.


wanlin, i won't tell u who i am refering to in tat sms.
don't guess too much.
don't think too much.
maybe, u won't know the truth forever,
so better not add anymore stress or stupid stuff into your life.

you're right,
thanks for loving me deeply before =).
if not u won't be with me for going 11 months.
thanks for everything again.
maybe we are not fate to be tgt.
you yuan wu fen.

friends,
i know it's foolish,
but still,
it's the last way to protect her.
even she don't think this way.


i'm sorry dad and mum.
pl don't be angry with her.
she doesn't mean it in the 1st place.
she's doesn't wan it to happen too.
and,
don't blow it this matter up.
it's my problem.
sorry to say that.
but for this matter,
till death,
i will still be protecting her.
still be on her side.
so don't stir anything up.


wanlin,
even u feel i am seeking attention but still,
i will still be telling u.
u're the 1st and last,
u know wad i mean.
and,
sorry for any hurt u had suffer from me.
seriously sorry about it.
take good care.

hope u will get a better bf,
don't get a jerk like me. =).


sometimes, it's better not to know the truth.



i am glad, i didn't shed any tears.
=)



so friends, don't ask anymore stuff about it.
i know u guys care,
but pls,
spare a thought for her and me.
don't add salt into my deepest wound again.
it's hurting, and hurt alot.

pls don't go to her blog or friendster or wadever way,
to comment about her.
u guys got no right to do that.
no matter wad,
just leave her alone.
don't let me find out,
if u guys,
somehow in wad way or means,
she get hurt because of it.
i will by all means to defend her.
that's all.

it's the last way of loving her.
after this,
i will get on with my life. =).

and kelly jie,
pls don't do anything stupid or foolish.
don't need to talk to her.
i'm already 20.
i can get over it. =)
she's right and wrong.
i'm right and wrong too.
it takes 2 hands to clap.

she's a nice gal overall.
maybe in this r/s,
i give in too much.
we took each other for granted.

elin, susu and cheryl.
hope tat if anyone ask u about us,
don't say already alright?
although she's a bad gf to me.
but still somewhere in my heart,
she's one of the best.
she given me lots of wonderful memories.
so don't say she's a bad gf anymore.


thanks everyone for your concern and care. =)
she will live on well without me.
i'm sure of it.

so in return,
me too,
should live on well without her,
bring back all my smiles. =)

even till now,
i am still waiting,
hoping,
she will,
come back into my life..
will she?


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