Monday, July 14, 2008
before heading to bed.
shall post something. =)
thanks friends.
thanks alot.
thanks for showing me all the support.
well, heard from one of my friend,
i am being call as flirt.
why?
i don't know why.
seriously speaking,
well,
i admit, before i was together with her,
yes, i am a so called flirt if u wan to say,
before being with her,
my surrounding are mostly girls.
yes,
i don't know why.
but after being with her,
i was totally changed,
i didn't flirt around.
all i had done,
just being there,
waiting for her.
my whole heart was with her all the time,
never did i gave it to any other girl than her.
that's all.
it's true,
she, herself also know that.
no matter wad,
i didn't do anything behind her back.
i didn't flirt at all.
even after so many incident,
i am still the same.
well, all i can say,
it's my karma,
yup,
i believe so.
BUT,
TIME WILL TELL THE TRUTH.
that's all i know.
saw her blog,
'someone' say i am waste of her time.
i don't knnow why would u say tat.
yes i admit,
i done something wrong.
but i don't think i am a waste of her time.
at least,
we had happiness memories along
throughout this r/s.
i know i complain alot.
but still,
whenever i recall or think about it.
yes,
it's sweet and totally awesome.
i am not sure if she will feel this way,
but i hope,
at least she won't feel the same as u do.
it's getting nearer and nearer.
i've got no confident at all.
i am trying to think positively,
tat's all i can do.
recently i am so in love with this 'old song'(not tat old, about 6 to 9 months ago)
here's the lyric.
yes it true,
when u are being in love with a song,
it will show wad're u thinking and how are u feeling right now.
it's proven by expert.
[Verse 1]
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
[Bridge]
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
[Verse 2]
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
[Bridge]
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
[Bridge]
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you