finally, i am back home.
this place that holds alot of my memories.
this place where it will calm my heart down no matter wad.
HOME SWEET HOME.

well actually i wasn't even to be back home.
after beg and beg of discharge,
finally, the doctor,
must be tired of my nagging skill,
let me discharge.
wahahaha.

thanks to nurse kelly blah blah blah.
for taking good care of me.
when i am in coma for a short period of time.
thanks for putting the photo back to my hand.
well, i know u will be reading my blog.
so i must type it out really big.
THANK ALOT. THANKS FOR THE TALK.
THANKS FOR THE JOKE, THANKS FOR THE ENLIGHTENLING.
THANKS FOR TELLING ME I AM NOT A GOOD "BF"
THANKS ARH! SI KNS!

alright, she told me to be careful with my nose cos why?
it's like a new nose.
might as well tell me that i just went for plastic surgery.
hahaha.

thanks to be my listening ear,
if not, i think i will give up.
thanks for telling me wad's wrong with my r/s.
thanks for console me as well,
i know it's not all my fault but well,
it's me, eventually who let this r/s to be in this state.
=).
thanks for everything.


to jocelyn,
hey friend, thanks for sending me tat sms.
well i can't reply u cos i was already on the way to operation room.
sorry.
thanks =).


to that secret visitor,
thanks for giving me such a big apple.
i am wondering who are u?
put a apple and 1 letter tat all?
why no PSP or $$$???
hahah joking =).

cheryl, thanks for talking to me when i am so the boring.
thanks for entertain this going to die old man!!!
thanks alot.


during these 4 days, i learnt alot.
i must admit, even i don't wan,
i am not a good bf.
i am always go jing jing ji jiao.
shouldn't be so demanding,
it's good, at least i came to know how bad am i.

and well, the food there, SUCKS!
i don't like it.
it's so tasteless.
or should i say doesn't have any taste to me only.
alright doc say for the 2 to 4 weeks i wouldn't be able to taste anything,
or should i say everything to me is so plain?

on the way back, mum ask me some question,
sorry mum i can't answer,
sorry.
it's not becos i don't wan to answer.
it's just tat,
i got no confident in those answer.
i am just lost.
so tat's why.

finally after this period of time, i understand why,
why do i hold on to tat necklace.
why do i hold on to the photo?
nurse kelly, don't worry,
when the necklace drop i am not dead yet.

fate play a trick on me.
yes,
a big one.

i accept it.
i admit, totally defeat.



how i wish,
if only,
u were there with me.
if so,
nothing matter.
the feeling going stronger.
yes.


tonight,
going to stay in one cornor.
and have a good cry or good thinking

after this i will be better =)




i miss u.