u know it all along. i wan to take care of u.
u know it.
now u are sick.
i wan to be there for u.
but can i?
full of tube beside me.
i am feeling so terrible inside,
u say i never put myself in your shoe,
yes i admit.

yes i am sorry.
i wan to treat u good.
i wan u to feel u r the best.
but then,
did u give me a chance?

u really wan on the 17th,
another third party to be there to listen to us?

why can't we solve it ourselve?
u didn't give me the chance.

again and again,
u broke your promise.
yet this time round,
i didn't scold or nag at u.
i waited for u to be frank with me.

isn't this the change u wan?
u hang up my phone,
block me.
hang up your house phone.
thanks.

i didn't treat u like a fool.
i wan to have the hope of having u back.
but did u?

all u know,
now,
it's wait till 17th.
why can't we solve it early?
why?

rem wad u say to me in the morning?
rem how harsh were u?
rem how?

i am trying to save everything i could.
physically and mentally,
i am suffering right now.

where are u?
i didn't wan a cooling period at all.
it's you, who keep on inssit.
u said this maybe could work it out.

wad i wan from u,
it's just a little caring more and loving more.
nothing else more.
no one with me.

not even my family.
they went overseas.

i am just all alone in here.
this cold room.
u leave me alone again.
u nearly let go of this r/s again.

wad can i ask for?
i don't even dare to think of 17th.
it's not i wan to be negative.
it's your attitude and the way u show me.

do u know how much i earn for your love?
yes i am sorry for not thinking in your shoe.

all i wan,
just a call or sms from u,
telling me,
dear don't worry
everything's gonna be alright.
on the 17th,
we will still be tgt,
i will never let go this r/s.
i just need time to adjust myself.

that all.
i am so worried about u even after my operation.
the 1st thing i know,
u're sick.
i called and ask how are u.

i am totally broken down.
totally shattered.

our dreams, our love,
our goals.

will u be there to hold me tight? will u?

2nd operation will be on tonight,
i am gladful i am able to pull through the 1st one.

doc say things are not looking good for me.
after the operation,
i will either wake up on tomoro,
3 days? or maybe 1 month?
no one know.
will i be able to hold u again?