seriously i am sick and tired of it.
jie stop all these fucking nonsense.
anyway i am sorry ytd u came to find me but i am not at home.
i went to east coast pub with jaslin jie & janis.
till 4 am then back home.

tonight i shall post every fucking shit of my thought out and that's it.
everything need to end alright?
for that fuck sake.
stop using the same way of writing style as me.
damn it.
fuck it to core!


re-edit

alright, it's time to clear every fucking shit.
if some of my words hurt any of u,
i am sorry about it.
it's gonna be a same old long post again.
not happy with my post,
get out of my blog.
this is my blog,
i have the say.
jie,
she's hugging her new bf is it my problem? NO!
she's kissing her new bf does it concern me? HELL NO!
she's haaving sex with her new bf does it matter to me! FUCK YA NO!

so wad she got a new bf?
means?
she's recovering faster than me.
that all,
anyway,

so wad she's not serious with me? so wad's she fooling around with me?
come on it's all over.
for tat fuck sake, do u really know wad really happen? NO!

wanlin used to say i love to seek attention from other.
and seriously, i don't really know how do i seek attention from it?
my blog, seriously, both hand and leg add together.
tat all the readers i have.
most of them are my friends.
unlike her blog,
lot of people will view.
well i don't know,
i am just guessing.


seriously,
do u guys know everything in this fucking broken r/s?
NO!
so don't comment much.
anyway,
susu and cheryl, i am wondering if u gal still reading my blog,
if so,
remember wad i told u? it all came true!
yes, all came true.

thanks to those who doubt my words at 1st.
thanks for doing this to me.
like i say,
time will prove everything.
time will clear every of your doubt.

nope of u guys know everything,
all the fucking lies she say to me,
all the fucking shit she done to me,
all those fucking comment from any of her 'friend'
so this is my problem.
yes it's my fucking problem.

why?
why can't i even blog something out?
and seriously tat post,
it was meant for janis.
i don't wish to lie to her.
i don't wish to treat her as replacement.
i can't hide my feeling well.
i don't hide any of my thought.
it's the fact.
so guys and jie,
just accept it.
time will heal everything.
time will heal my wound up.

seriously i am going to go crazy soon,
even after everything ended.
thing still the same.
seriously it's damn fuck up!

attachment project,
final theory,
driving lesson,
looking round for the best affordable car,
janis problem,
esther problem,
my own personal problem!!!!

seriously all damn fuck up,
it's a bloody mess now.
how i wissh i never start any r/s at all.


jie stop all these fucking nonsense,.
u're not tired i am!
i am very very tired.
although i am single now,
doesn't mean i need to have a gf soon.
when the day i found the special one who make my heart beats again,
then.
so stop it.
told u before,
don't ever mention anything about her to me anymore.
no one really know wad really happen.
so wad u gonna do?
wan me to please and plea and beg her back?
wan me to scold her why she got a bf so soon?
wan me to go round saying wad and wad?
i am not tat free.
just settle janis problem,
now gonna settle this again,
damn fuck up u know?
i don't see any wrong with me.
i am still trying my best,
to forget about her,
time. please,
i need time.
seriously speaking,
they are asking me the same question as u.
why didn't i accept janis,
who's prettier, caring, loving and better gf than her?
how the hell i know?
the feeling just now right.
so fuck it off.
stop everything.
i didn't answer your call and reply your message is because i don't know wad to say to u.
let this come to an end.
fucking sick and tired of it.

i am 20,
i will still find a gf.
just need more time alright.
and my next gf,
i will show it to u.
my parents and your parents are good friends,
i don't wish this to cause any hard feeling between us.
thanks for being so caring to me.
i am glad.
but stop okay?


anyway, from this broken r/s.
i learn alot.
seriously,
who're my friend,
who're those wearing a mask.
who're like 2 headed snake.
who always like to backstab me,
the best way to heal this wound faster will be forget about her and find a new r/s.
yes i know.
and i will.
will find a better one. =).
trust me.



anyway learning break dancing from 2 shifu now.
they rock la! they really cool la.
i need to get back to the perfect weight for my body 1st. =).


anyway, well,
saw this HONDA V-SPEC.
it's so cool la.
although 1.6L is not turbo tune,
but the sound coming out of the engine,
damn cool la.
well asking dad is it possible for a 2.0L
it will come with turbo tune engine.
damn fucking cool.
woot woot.
the sound.
it really make my heart beats.

well gonna make up my mind soon before dad really leave sg.
if not,
no shit,
nothing.
needa ask cousin kenneth to bring me go round and 'see see look look'.

i hope this post will really be the last post of this fucking broken r/s.
no more problem pls.
damn it.


anyone can help?
why can't i upload video up?
well there's this video of us dancing in st james.
but blooger doesn't allow me to upload.
shit man!


anyway, won't be blogging so often,
driving lesson starting soon.
divert all my attention! =DDD


*anyway, tot dionna got a bf,
happy for her,
in the end,
LOL,
tat message is for her girl friend.
lol. nice one.
u got me!


*Forgive but I can't forget. Every day I deal with this. I live with the side effects.